A Matter of Trust

Music: United Live - From The Inside Out

I thought I had forgotten already, but my subconcious mind still remembers, and it reminded me last night.
At around this time last year, I was reminded of Proverbs 3:5-6.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

This year, I am reminded of it again, but for some reason, I am still filled with doubt. I want to trust Him, but I'm afraid of letting things go. I'm afraid that if I keep letting go, I may in the end just lose everything. How hard is it to trust? Really Hard. To trust an invisible being. To know He is there, but you can't see that He's there. It's the same kind of situation for last year and this year, and I still can't fully trust. Teach me, Lord, to trust in You.