Turned Away

Music: Switchfoot - Don't be there

Forgot to go for IAC make up class today. Oh well. It's only one time. 1ComT was quite fun. Yea. Talk cock most of the time. Yea. Later went to clementi to eat with Shawn and Lizhen. Ate at KFC. Felt super sick after that. So oily.


How can you walk away when you know the whole truth? How can you turn away when you know how dire the consequences are? The fact is, it is still possible. Maybe thats why songs like Dare You To Move are still written.

My world is closing in on the inside, but I’m not showing it.

All the best, 'O' level people

Music: Hinder - Lips Of An Angel

Nothing much happened today. Went to school. Then had lessons. Yea. Went home after that. Yea. School is starting to get busier. Yea. I like it when its like not too busy but still busy. Yea. Oh well. Anyway, All the best for those taking 'O' Levels. (:

Daytona freak

Music: Number One Gun - We Are

Nothing much happened today. Oh well. Went church then went out to slack with elroi and lucy. yea. Talk a lot of cock. And we played like 20 rounds of daytona or something like that. We spent like 30 bucks at arcade. We are nuts. lol! oh well.

Nothing ever happened

Music: McFly - Five Colors In Her Hair

Today Crosslink was ok. Had BGR forum thing. Yea. oh well. After that went to PS with belly. Ate a pizza hut. Yea. Belly's friend also came. Yea. Later went to Cathay, Ben & Jerry's. Yea. (: The girl gave me a bigger scoop than belly. LOL! :P I always get bigger there. :P

If this is how you want it to be, then so be it. I just don't see how everything could just slip out of your mind as though it never happened. Like I said before.

Go east on sunrise highway
Turn left at Carmen's Avenue
Go right at the first stop light
I'll be outside waiting for
You

Did I get shot, or shoot myself?
Live like you never knew her.

No One Else Knows

Music: Building 429 - No One Else Knows (Radio Mix)

School was slack today. Yea. Nothing much happened. Yea. After school went to Cathay with shawn & ken. Yea. Talk cock and play games there. Yea. Oh well. Time spent with friends is almost all the time fun. And is computer games. Been playing the whole day. Finally some silence. Alone in my room now.

I'm reminded again of the importance of keeping track with God. It's hard when you have this emptiness that just can't seem to be filled. It's like you feel alright, but somehow you know somewhere hidden in you, your world is slowly falling apart.

Building 429 - No One Else Knows

My world is closing in
On the inside
But I’m not showing it
When all I am is crying out
I hold it in and fake a smile
Still I’m broken
I’m broken
Only one can understand
And only one can hold the hand
Of the broken
Of the broken

When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in your arms
Again

I need no explanation of why me
I just need confirmation
Only You could understand the emptiness inside my head
I am falling
I am falling
I’m falling down upon my knees
To find the one who gives me peace
I am flying
Lord I am flying

When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in Your arms
Again

I have come to you in search of faith
Cause I can’t see beyond this place
Oh You are God and I am man
So I’ll leave it in Your hands

UID

Music: Lily Allen - LDN

School was ok today. (: Just that the UID teacher is getting more and more on my nerves. It's not that she is lousy or anything. She is good, patient too, but she is so rigid in doing things. Everything must be done "this way" or " that way". Somethings is just common sense that it doesn't have to be done that way. Oh well.

Feeling sick

Music: Kara - Hungry

Today was normal. Felt kind of sick though. Must be the haze. And probably me sleeping late and waking up really early. I'm gonna stop my Wake-up-at-6am-to-play-maple routine. Haha! Though I don't do it everyday. Oh well. Slept for like one hour in the afternoon. (: Felt better. Things are getting mundane.

I miss those days

Cathay Starbucks

Music: -

Now at Cathay Starbucks. Played Maple there lar. Sian sian. Haha! Oh well. First time I play there. An I brought my extra keyboard with me. So like everyone walking pass is like staring at me. lol! oh well. Going to get new ear-phones later. Yea.

Gaming

Music: Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me

Been playing more and more. Nothing much to do. Really bored. Sometimes really frustrated also. Oh well. Nothing new.

Formatt

Music: Switchfoot - The Beautiful Letdown

Just formatted my laptop. Reduce a lot of lag. Oh well. (: Nothing much happened today. Back to school tomorrow.(:

The walk through the straight and narrow.

Chinatown

Music: Planetshakers - One For Me

Today Crosslink went to Chinatown. Yea. Was ok lar. Quite fun. Oh well. Anyway, felt kind of down after it. The past seemed to catch up with me. The bus taking super long to come made things worst. I kept feeling that I could have done more. I kept feeling that I was so close yet so far, though all this happen quite long ago. Something came to me though. Patience. Patience to allow God to do His work. To allow God to carry out what He has planned. Things may not go the way I want it, but that does not mean it is going the wrong way.

This is where I got my "patience" thing, Grace.

The Prestige

Music: Simple Plan - Untitled

Went out with yena, lizhen, rachel, shawn & ken. Yea. After that went home and the went out again and met lucy. Went to watch The Prestige. It's not bad, but a bit lame. Yea. The build up was good. Until the climax. The climax didn't really make a big impact. Lol! Oh well.

Entropy. This world is filled with it. The value of love is degraded to game.
So much more that I wanted to say but I just lost the words.

Day, Another

Music: Jack's Mannequin - Dark Blue

Another day in life. (: Nothing much happened today. been playing and playing. Oh well.

World of Difference

Music: Planetshakers - I'm Living For

To see the difference in comforts, the difference in the exposure to different people. I guess it's another side of humanity. Though I have to disagree with some stuff, I still have to fuse into that world. It is still a blessing to know them. (:

To kiss the feet of the One who truely loves.

TCC

Music: -

Today's IS class wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Better than I thought. Oh well. Blessed again with a good group. Well, good so far. :P Oh well. After that went to TCC at Holland V with lizhen, yena & rachel. Fun lar. Do so many stupid stuff. LOL!

Drinks


Lizhen's drink


Yena's drink


Lizhen


Rachel


Yena & Lizhen


Haha! This is the Ohm Video. :P

The hole in the sky.

2nd Semester

Music: -

Now its BIS. Business Information Systems. So sian. Some old teacher. :P oh well. He looks pissed. Taking pics in class. Bored.

Lizhen, Yena

Old Man!

Happy Birthday Crys

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL!

How Can You Refuse Him Now

Music: Hillsog Music Australia - How Can You Refuse Him Now

Sitting alone in my room. As my iTunes is randomly playing songs. This song came up. This song has never came up before, though I have this song for about a year already (I think). Originally by Hank Williams (if I'm not wrong). Simple as it is, it says only of the greatest love.

Hillsong Music Australia - How Can You Refuse Him Now

There's a story old that has often been told
Of how our Saviour died
As they nailed his hands
He cried they don't understand
As the blood flowed from His side

Chorus:
How can you refuse him now
How can you refuse him now
How can you turn away from His side
With tears in His eyes
On the cross there he died
How can you refuse Jesus now

As he hung there on the tree
He prayed for you, prayed for me
There was no one His pain to ease
Before he died he faintly cried,
"Oh father forgive them please"

No.

Music: The Fray - How to save a life

Turn back that clock.
Turn it back.
To way, way back then.
When nothing else mattered.
Would I change a thing?

No

Dodge Viper SRT-10

Music: John Mayer - In Repair

Went out with lizhen, yena, rachel and shawn today. Went to Marina Square. Mostly slack lar. Talk a lot of cock, yet got serious. Yea. Oh well. Fun fun though. We walked like from there to The Merlion to Boat Quay to Clark Quay. Lol! fun lar. (: Oh well. Now for the worst thing ever!!!!
On the day I didn't bring my camera, is the day I get to see my fav car!!! Dodge Viper!!! Argh! I can't believe it was at Clark Quay lar. I didn't even know it was in SG. lol! I want to get one!! But damn ex. Haha! Too bad it was the 2nd Gen of the Viper, Dodge Viper GTS. The one I want is the Dodge Viper SRT-10. It's the 3rd Gen. (: It has an 8.3litre V10 Engine, 510 horsepower. Imagine the tax in SG for that engine. For 2litre already so ex. Lol! When I first saw it in NFS: Most Wanted, I loved it straight away. Of course it looks much better in game than in real life. :P Haha! But its still beautiful. (:

This pic is from their website. I shall upload the pics taken when I saw it another day. (:

News Today

Music: Everclear - Wonderful

The news. Singapore is going to be fully covered with wireless by Jan next year. (: Haha! That will be good. But can't expect a very good connection, but better than nothing. Haha! (: And on world news. YouTube has been bought by Google for S$2.6 billion. Haha! Oh well. I wonder what will happen to videogoogle. Oh well. (:

Golden

Music: Switchfoot - Golden

I fell into this hole. A hole I thought I could always see and avoid. I felt I had lost all hope when I was down there. It really questioned all my reasons. I felt like just letting go and just live my life the way I wanted to. I almost lost it. Till these words came along. And even though I still havent found the full reasons, I will keep trying.

She's alone tonight,
With a bitter cup and,
She's undone tonight,
She's all used up,

She's been staring down the demons,
Who've been screaming she's just another so and so,
Another so and so


You are golden,
You are golden, Child

You are golden,
(Don't let go,)
(Don't let go tonight)


There's a fear that burns,
Like trash inside
And you're ashamed of the curse,
That burns your eyes

You've been hiding in your bedroom,
Hoping this isn't not how the story has to go
It's not the way it goes, It's your book now,
You're,

Golden,
You are golden, Child

You are golden,
(Don't let go,)
(Don't let go tonight)


You're a lonely soul,
Inlet of broken hearts
You're far from home,
It's a perfect place to start

(Yeah!)
(Burn,)
(Burn, Burn!)

So this final verse,
Is a contradiction
And the more we learn,
The less we know

We've been talkin' about a feeling,
We both know inside but couldn't find the words
I couldn't write this verse,
I've seldom been so sure,
About anything before

Golden,
You are Golden, Child

You are Golden,
(Don't let go,)
(Don't let go tonight)

This world is a dead man down (Golden, you are,)
Every breath is a singing crown away, (Golden, Child, you are,)
Like some debilitated king, (Golden, don't let go,)
Don't let go tonight

Earth Spins and your mind goes round' (Golden, you are,)
Green comes on the frozen ground, (Golden, Child, you are,)
And everything will be made new again, (Golden,)
Like freedom and spring, (Golden, Golden,)
Hey, like freedom and spring, (Golden, you are, hey,)
Like freedom and spring (Golden, Child, you are,)
(Gold...)

Class of Out

Music: The Fray - Over My Head (Cable Car)

Went out with classmates today. Went for movie at vivocity! We watched in the biggest theater in SG, which is also one of the largest in Asia. GVmax Theater. :P With 602 seats & 22.4m wide screen. Haha! Watch World Trade Center. Quite nice lar. yea. Oh well. Later went to Seoul Garden at Marina Square. (: Eat like siao lar. Felt super bloated. Oh well. Walked around and talk cock. Went to esplanade also. Also did the "breaking of eggs". Haha!

Theater Seats

Vivocity

Cooking!

Food!

Scraped from the pan

Reflected

Lights

Another Day in Life

Music: Robbie Williams - Rudebox

Service was ok today. After that went to China town to plan for crosslink stuff. Yep. Went back to Simlim with elroi to meet favian. Got my LAN card and another keyboard. Oh well. A normal day.

Seeing You hurts me.
Seeing You makes me happy.

Back..

Music: The Fray - How To Save A Life

Didn't go for crosslink today, had worship prac for tomorrow's service. Yea. After that went to United Square to eat dinner. Elroi, lucy, leonard, favian, amos. Yep. Ate macs. So unhealthy. Haiz. Oh well. Later met Lizhen and went to vivocity. Not as good as I expected it to be. It was like super dusty lar. Partly due to the haze. Yea. Oh well. The only thing good is like the GV cinema. Which I didn't get to go in coz it was too crowded. Haha! (: Oh well. Met Yena later then slacked a while only.

Sorry, I have been getting more cranky.

Haze!

Music: Third Day - Nothing Compares

I just cleaned out my PC. So much dust. Always like that. No idea why man. Like more than what is expected. Oh well. I was thinking of opening my window, but the haze is super bad. I look outside I thought it was raining, but it was haze. Sian.

This emptiness

We Are One Tonight

Music: -

I have wanted to show this video for a long long time. Just kept forgetting. (: I simply love the concept of this MTV. It's just unique! (: Watch.

Switchfoot - We Are One Tonight

Random stuff

Music: Five For Fighting - Superman (It's Not Easy)

I have taken back to playing Maplestory. Haha! Really nothing to do. (: Oh well. Jackass 2 is a really stupid movie. I don't even know why they call it a movie. It's just some guys doing really stupid shit. Shouldn't have gotten it. Waste my time. Oh well. Anyway, radio has just gotten better for me. The reason being is that I'm bored with my songs. :P Yea.
This friday I will have my new internet connection! The Singnet 3500kbps. Yea. Gotta get a new router though. (: Anyone want to go SimLim with me? Haha! I hope I can see a significant increase in speed. If not it's like waste. My current one is 1500kbps only. Anyway, Going for super now. Meeting Lizhen, Yena, Shawn.

BBDC should do something about their Final Basic Theory books.

Vivocity

Music: Casting Crowns - Here I Go Again

Lets see..


5 days till Vivocity opens!!

When it opens, I'm gonna go there and shoot shoot shoot. :P I dunno. The place just looks nice. :P Yea. Then gonna watch movie there also. Haha!
Vivocity has the biggest cinema multiplex in SG, with 15 screens and 2,293 seats! It's Golden Village though, I somehow wished it was Cathay. :P
Anyway, VivoCity has 1.5 million square feet of gross floor area and 1.1 million square feet of retail space. That's bigger than Suntec or Taka. Big eh? :P Vivocity was designed by renowned Japanese architect, Toyo Ito.
I think the real reason I want to go is coz of the big cinema. Haha! Oh well. (:

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