Mountain of God

I know I changed the song not long ago and changed again. But I so want to put this song also coz this song really shows stuff. The first verse says,

"I thought that I was all alone,

broken and afraid,

but you were there with me,

you were there with me."

and He has indeed been there through always. The chorus is more of what I want to talk about. The chorus says,

"Even though the journey's long,

and I know the road is hard.

Well the one who's gone before me,

He will help me carry on."

Well, its like the new year. We dunno what is gonna come. We dunno how we are gonna handle it. New responsibilities, new environments. We just have to be reminded that He's the one who's gone before us, and He will help us carry on. (:

Third Day - Mountain of God



I thought that I was all alone,

broken and afraid,

but you were there with me,

you were there with me.

And I didn't even know

I had lost my way,

but you were there with me,

yes, you were there with me.

Tell you opened up my eyes I never knew,

that I couldn't ever make it without you.



Chorus:

Even though the journey's long,

and I know the road is hard.

Well the one who's gone before me,

He will help me carry on.

And after all that I've been through,

now I realize the truth

that I must go through the valley

to stand upon the Mountain of God.



As I travel on the road,

you have led me down,

you are here with me,

yes, you are here with me.

And I have need for nothing more

Oh, now that I have found

that you are here with me,

yes, you are here with me.

I confess from time to time I lose my way,

but you were always there to bring me back again.



~chorus~



Bridge:

Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from,

And the things I've left behind.

Well, of all I've had,

what I posess,

they can't quite compare,

with what's in front of me,

with what's in front of me.



Even though the journey's long,

and I know the road is hard,

well, the one who's gone before me,

he will help me carry on.

And after all that I've been through,

now I realize the truth

that I must go through the valley,

to stand upon the mountain. . .

well, I must go through the valley,

to stand upton the mountain. . .

yes, I must go through the valley,

to stand upon the mountain of God.

Sentosa

This morning went to meet jie, liwei and lucy. Ate breakfast at United Square. Then we went to harbour front to meet Crystal. Then went sentosa for interview. We met Susu and his church friends at sentosa. yea. Anyway, I hope all 3 of us can get the job. I am not very confident of it. Oh well. (: Here's a pic I took on the moving tram with a timer. Haha! The cam almost fell off the tram. =P

Jonk's House

Today went to Jonk's house. Eliza, Ethel, Crystal, Liwei, Lucy, Amos came also. (: was fun. I was first there and was playing darts with Jonk. Super tyco lar. My first shot was a bulls eye. Haha! yep. We jammed at Jonk's house. quite fun lar. Amos and Crystal were like trying to beat Jonk's marble blast high score. lol! We went to play outside also. I dunno how Lucy and Amos ended up throwing the neighbour's coconut. Haha! The thing got smashed man. Oh well. Here's a video on jonk grinding and Eliza's dart throwing. =P



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Take My Hand And Walk

I have always wanted to put this song up. Now its up. I guess I have not fully trust in God. It's very hard. Especially when you try and follow Him and yet He leads you to a place where it seems like in the middle of nowhere. That's why it is so hard but we must trust in Him. I have been talking to God and sometimes its like I keep wanting to go back to what life was last time becuase it seems so good. I guess I do not see what is ahead. I'm sure God has something better. I just have to hold on to Him. Like the Chorus says,

Take my hand and walk where I lead,

Keep your eyes on me alone,

Don't you say why were the old days better,

Just because your scared of the unknown

I just have to follow where He leads, even if i can't see anything else but Him.



This is to you. I may not know how you are really feeling now but you're probably struggling with this too. Just take His hand and walk.

Take My Hand And Walk



I know there are times

your dreams turn to dust

you wonder as you cry

why it has to hurt so much

give Me all your sadness

someday you will know the reason wy

with a child-like heart

simply put your trust in Me



Take My hand and walk where I lead

keep your eyes on Me alone

don't you say why were the old days better

just because you're scared of the unknown

take My hand and walk



Don't live in the past

cause yesterday's gone

wishing memories would last

you're afraid to carry on

you don't know what's comin'

but you know the one who holds tomorrow

I will be your guide

take you through the night

if you keep your eyes on Me



Take my hand and walk where I lead

Keep your eyes on me alone

don't you say why were the old days better

just because you're afraid of the unknown

take my hand and walk where I lead

you will never be alone

faith is to be sure of what you hope for

and the evidence of things unseen

so take my hand and walk



Just like a child

holdings daddy's hand

don't let go of mine

you know you can't stand

on your own

The Reason

I am proud to present my new wallpaper! I haven't done 1 since super long ago, before my O levels. Now here's my new one! (:

This wallpaper is called The Reason. It's not fantastic or anything. I just thought I shared it to show what He has done for all of us!

Silenced

I never meant to make you feel bad or anything. I don't want to hurt you. And I am gonna do as you request. I am not angry for the things that happen. I am not angry with you. I just want to clear all this. Friendship is all I want to regain.

5 Days more

5 days more to the New Year. yep. so fast eh. Time really flies. Went to watch narnia today with ethel cystal and lucy. was quite good but not fantastic. they changed quite a bit from the book. yep. oh well. Time is running out.

My Missing Words

You know, everytime I talk to you, I always miss out a part of what I want to say. I just some how forget at that point of time. I don't want everything to be this way, and I can't blame it on another person or anything else too. I'm not too good at talking, forgive me. But then again, I shall just remain silent for my voice is irritating.

Christmas this year

Jollification \jol-ih-fuh-KAY-shuhn\, noun

Merrymaking; festivity; revelry.

Some inform; some prompt the conscience; some entertain, while having more than jollification in mind.

--Stuart Klawans, "A Greek Bearing Gifts," The Nation, June 21, 1999

In July, expect the usual impertinent jollifications in Key West: look-alike and Key-lime-pie-eating contests, arm-wrestling tournaments.

--David Gates, "Resurrecting Papa," Newsweek, April 12, 1999

I didn't know that this word exist. I don't think Christmas is abt jollification. I guess many people take Christmas as this or just the giving of gifts.



This Christmas was different for me. It's not the normal thing that happens every year. Other years I have never really thought about why Jesus actually came. We always just remember that Jesus was born on this day but forget the reason. We must remember the reason.



Christmas this year is indeed different for me. Not totally happy like the previous years. I guess stuff have been bothering me. So much distrust, so much misunderstanding, so much gossip, so much distortion. I just wish one thing this year. But then again, wishes are just wishes.



Waiting for my world to fall

Happy Birthday Jesus!

Just came back from walking down orchard.. haha! wasnt really good.. yea.. but oh well.. zec's party was not bad.. =P ethel was quite high.. haha! oh well.. Happy Birthday Lord..

8 more days

Its 8 more days to the end of the year! yea! Short time left but I'm gonna make this year good because of these 8 days. This year hasn't too good for me. yea. Even though there were a few very good times. Im gonna make it great!



The Cross before me, the world behind. No turning back raise the banner high!

It's not for me, It's all for You!

Jesus is the leader

I will forgive what you have done for this is what Jesus did. I choose to follow what He has done.. so now just forgive urself.

If you need me, I'll be there.



The bond so strong that cannot be broken.

God speaks

This few days, weeks, months I have been fighting with my problem. Thinking too much about it till it overwhelms me. Trying too hard. But yesterday, God showed me that I really have to leave it to Him. I never realised that He was speaking to me in that way, and actually it had happened many times before.. just that I never realised it. I thank you Lord.



I'm gonna be the way I was made!

Runaway

I want to runaway.. Run till I have no more energy.. run till I totally have no strength to even think.. so that I wouldnt have to fight my own thoughts..

Youth Chalet

The Youth chalet was kind of fun. I think i walk the from macs to the chalet and back like 10 times or something.. haha! super tired lor.. we kept going macs. Talk a lot of cock.. =P yea. and thx glori for listening. I was surprised by some of the stuff you said. yea. =) Thx glori..

Dear Lord

I in that place once again. Show me Your way. Amen.

Happy Birthday, Belly!

HAPPY BRITHDAY BELLY!

Haha! Happy Birthday! You are finally a year older! =P but don't worry, still young. 18 only. =P Yea! Too bad you are flying off so fast tmr. Have a good holiday! =P

Went to Crystal's house today. =P She and Liwei were there to do belly's present. yea.. =P haha! I almost fell asleep on the chair lar. Anyway, at the end of today, I'm super tired, but I'm super happy also.. =D

Amazed



You dance over me

While I am unaware

You sing all around

But I never hear the sound



(chorus)

Lord I'm amazed by You

Lord I'm amazed by You

Lord I'm amazed by You

And how You love me



You paint the morning sky

With miracles in mind

My hope will always stand

For You Hold me in Your hand



How deep

How wide

How great is Your love for me

I will praise You. In the bad times, in the good times.

I wonder

Today I went to meet Lucy, James, Liwei, Amos, Su Lyn, Kim, Audrey. Met Amos, Su Lyn, Kim and Audrey first. I felt so awkward la. =P I only know Su Lyn and Amos. yea. Then I had sore throat also, then can't really talk. Oh well. It was super weird man. Later met James, Lucy and Liwei. yea. Then continued to walk around. I didn't buy anything in the end. And I realised one thing, the evil one is still trying to hit me in the way similiar to last time. I know this time I'm not gonna fall.

I Thank God

I Thank God for my falls. Even though I don't know what comes out but I know I will learn from it. Somehow. I choose not to react to all this in a negative way.

Reflections

I have just came back from youth camp. It was quite ok. yea. only some stuff were fun, like liwei and mingdao's thing in the middle of the night. haha! yea. And I learnt some stuff too. Not only from the camp but also from liwei. yep. There is still so much I dunno.



We may see the light, But we don't see the direction it's pointing

Changed

I guess I am not really in your life any more. Things have changed so much ya? I have made to many mistakes to make this go back to the way they were. I have tried too hard and I'm really tired. As you know, I have admited my problem straight to you. Think I'm weird? well, I cant say I don't care totally, but I don't care. I have to let go. I know God will make a way, though maybe in a way that I want. And I thank God for what has happened totally over the past 2 years. For the good and the bad.



I lift my eyes unto the hills, where does my help come from, My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of Heavena and Earth!

SU Camp 2005 : It's All About You!

I entered the camp expecting to just get away from a tiring life. But I got much more than that. This camp really turned me inside out, outside in, whatever you wanna call it. I really felt God there, speaking to me.



My group was great! Chrysolite, Happening ar!!! Haha! And my group leader so happen to be, Crystal! =P Haha!



God really spoke to me during the worship, the message, and even the fellowship. But there was one song which the lyrics itself touched me. For all the others it wasn't the lyrics, it was God's presence. This song is called Agape.

The Chorus goes:

So i fall into your outstretched arms

And release the fears that hold me down

Nail-pierced hands and blood-stained brow

And now i am found

Agape surrounds

I do not know why, or what is with the lyrics. They just seem to pierce straight to my heart.





One word to describe the camp?

AWESOME!!

The Way I Was Made



Caught in the half-light, I'm caught alone

Waking up to the sunrise and the radio

Feels like I'm tied up, what's holding me?

Just praying today will be the day I go free



I want to live like there's no tomorrow

I want to dance like no one's around

I want to sing like nobody's listening

Before I lay my body down

I want to give like I have plenty

I want to love like I'm not afraid

I want to be the man I was meant to be

I want to be the way I was made



Made in Your likeness, made with Your hands

Made to discover who You are and who I am

All I've forgotten help me to find

All that You've promised let it be in my life

ASP

I have learnt ASP today! haha! =P But i cant say I'm pro at it yet.. oh well.. James taught me. thx james. Later went to lucy's house then went to watch movie with lucy, james, leonard and elroi. We went to watch Chicken Little. yea.. was an ok show only. oh well.. =)



God answers prayers

Believe in the truth

God spoke to me today. On 2 occasions He has comforted me and reminded me of stuff. One of which is my previous post, the 2nd this this. I was doing my devotions and i read this.



" The order of Scripture is to know the truth, believe it, walk according to it, and let your emotions be a product of your obedience. When you believe what you feel instead of the truth, how will your walk be? As inconsistent as your feelings. But when you believe and act on the truth, your feelings will reflect reality. Jesus said, "If you know these things, you are blessed if you do them" (John 13:17)."



=) I am glad i read this.





P.S. I may have blogged 3 times today but I cant beat the ultimate blogger. =P

Coincidental?

I was just stoning. I got bored and went to Eliza's blog. From there I wondered to her friend, Charmaine, blog. From there I click on Daily Devotions. I was reading the devotions, the verse was Romans 3:21-30. I then went to BibleGateway.com to view the whole chapter. After I read it, I experimented with the URL to see how it changes when you search from different verses. I edited to URL to search for Romans 3:21-30, to Proverbs 3:5-30.. Proverbs 3:5-30 was just random. What strucked me was the first 2 verses there, Proverbs3:5, 6. When it appeared, I stared at it for like the longest time. Maybe it wasn't that long but it seemed long to me. I guess i really needed that verse to remind me.



Proverbs 3:5-6 - Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.



A common, well known verse, but it is really important to do so.

Your Plan for Me

Lord, I know You have a plan for me and I know i don't see it. I want to know what You have planned for me. I feel lost many times and question why all these things happen, even though I know i should trust You. I find it so hard at times. Teach me to trust Lord for I know my only hope is in You. Amen.

Zathura, more?

Went to watch Zathura with lucy and elroi today. Was nice. =) yea.. before the movie we like spent so much lar. First went pastamania, then play arcade, then go eat chicken. haha! oh well.. and we took some stupid pictures. =P

When I try, I fail. When I don't try, it turns out well. Why? I want something more

Spirit

Just watched Spirit last night. I just love that show. The soundtrack is awsome also. =) Here's one of the songs. It's by Bryan Adams

Sound the Bugle



Sound the bugle now - play it just for me

As the seasons change - remember how I used to be

Now I can't go on - I can't even start

I've got nothing left - just an empty heart



I'm a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight

There's nothing more for me - lead me away...

Or leave me lying here



Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care

There's not a road I know - that leads to anywhere

Without a light feat that I will - stumble in the dark

Lay right down - decide not to go on



Then from on hight - somewhere in the distance

There's a voice that calls - remember who your are

If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow



So be strong tonight - remember who you are

Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in abattle

To be free once more -Ya that's worth fighting for

So Blessed

Church today was fun. I went to church like at 820am. Haha! super early. yea. oh well. Elroi lead worship today, ethel, eliza, lucy played. =P elroi like just want to get over and done with it like that. And he wake up and came late also lar. =P Anyway, youth was fun! haha! Thanks Evangeline for leading today. =D i can't lead man. yea. then after that Glori lead games! haha! super funny. me and Ad ate like so many mentos. haha! oh well. then played taboo and other stuff also. =) went for lunch with eliza, ethel, belly, james, elroi. then came back for the Christmas skit prac. =P yep. oh well. now at home. going shangjun's house tmr with ethel to rewrite the script. =)



Sometimes we don't see how blessed we are.

Cantabile

I dunno what to say except that we went for eliza's choir thingy.. yea.. my mind is like blank now.. all of a sudden..





Sometimes i just wonder why is everything the way it is

Idle mind

It has been super boring at home man. I have no one to talk to. super boring. And it's during these times when my mind wonders. I need to get out!! I need to occupy myself. I think i acutally have many stuff to do, just that I'm like stuck to my com. haiz.

God, please give me teach me to use my time wisely, for you purpose.

Boring!

Had CrossLink Comm meeting in the morning. Haven't had a comm meeting in a long long time. Haha! =) Decided on a lot of stuff. And the FIRE cd is going to be lauched on the 18th of Dec. Yea! Haha! oh well. after meeting Crystal came my house.. so boring nothing to do. She watced Sky High while I packed my room. So much dust man. Sneezing like crazy now.

Grad Night!

After my Science MCQ today had to rush home man and get ready for grad night. Haha! I think my hair was screwed lar.. but it didnt turn out that bad. Just that it kept going into my eyes. =P oh well. Met Amos at Orchard MRT first.. yea.. then went to Hilton so early lar.. like no one there yet. =P haha! Oh well. During the whole thing, our host was the Kid's Central guy lar.. haha! He made us play so many diff games.. haha! so funny.. got 1 is some best dressed person contest.. =P Russel was one of the few who went up though he didn't win. Haha! There was a video presentation also.. yea.. quite funny.. :P yea.. our class was the most havoc lar.. haha! whole day shouting at the video and at everything.. :P haha! Tim also like threw the food at the buffet.. haha! oh well. I guess today may be the last time i ever were an ACS uniform.. haha! this is the end of my 11 years in ACS. I don't regret anything.. except the fact that i didn't study hard enough.. :P haha! everything else was good.. oh well.. anyway.. i shall show u the best pic of me tonight.. haha!

Haha! Tim, i say u were one of the best dressed tonight.. :P

Trust Him

I have always found it so hard to just trust in God. It's just so hard. But i guess the Lord has taught and reminded me again that I do have to place everything into His hands. Sometimes I try too hard to get something done, and in the end it still doesn't turn out the way I want it to. I choose to trust God this time, and not let my mind wonder into the most weird thoughts that satan can put into my head. This is the 2nd time from my own problems I am about to help Prisci again. :P Hey Prisci, don't think too much about it k? :) Everything's gonna be alright. =) Anyway, I changed my song again. It's by Reuben Morgan.

Keep Me



While I am here

I hold you in my heart

And never let go

of the dreams that we have



And I'll sing your song

While we're apart

Cause I know someday

I'll be there in your arms

Keep Me

Keep Me



No matter where I am

No Matter where I go

I know that I'll never be too far

To call your name

And if I grow weak

Still your love never fails



Be with me now

While I am here

Til I see your face

On that beautiful day

Angels are near

Guiding my feet

As I walk on this road

To the place where we meet

Keep Me

Keep Me



No matter where I am

No Matter where I go

I know that I'll never be too far

To call your name

And if I grow weak

Still your love never fails



And the seasons come and go

But you stay the same

And the promise still remains

I am yours



No matter where I am

No Matter where I go

I know that I'll never be too far

To call your name

And if I grow weak

Still your love never fails



I know that I'll never be too far

To call your name

And if I grow weak

Still your love never fails

Flying Sticks, Best Ever Played!

last nite slept only 5 and a half hours.. so little... but then, now also not very tired.. haha! didnt do much in the morning except play game.. yea.. CrossLink was good.. :D jonk played today, and terrence was on backup.. yep.. :) good man.. at first i couldnt play properly.. dunno y.. then during the real time.. i did even better than expected.. i like the way jonk did Now that You're Near.. His intro was nice man.. :P oh well.. Crystal did How Great is Our God which linked to How Great Thou Art.. i love that song man.. :P yea.. the alter call was good too.. :) i really just played like, like, i dunno.. i couldnt feel wat i was doing.. it just came like clockwork.. and i could really worship without concentrating on what i was playing.. there was one part which i drop my sticks.. haha! first time i whack till drop.. :) haha! lucky my rods were next to me.. :P hehe! oh well.. :)

Early in the Morning

I have been up since yesterday.. havent slept yet.. :P haha! was playing maple and thinking of stuff.. yea.. oh well.. :P nothing to do now.. playing for CrossLink later.. :) want to sleep now.. yet i dont want to sleep.. at least i dont feel sick like just now after i walked through the rain..

Right or Easy?

Today's history paper i can say, is the best i've ever done.. not because its easy but because i studied.. :) haha! so happy.. oh well.. later went to watch movie with elroi only coz no one else wants to come.. oh well.. went to watch Harry Potter.. yea.. :) we waited so long lar.. coz got nothing to do before the movie... :) The movie was ok.. not very good yet not bad.. yea.. and even though many people, not only christians, think that this set of books by J.K. Rowling is sort of 'satanic' or rather, in a nicer way, lead people away from Christ. The books portray's magic having 2 sides, Good and Evil, when in fact all magic is evil. But that's not the point i want make here.. the point is that even from things not right.. sometimes, there are things to learn.. towards the end of the show.. the professor says to harry.



"Soon, we will all have to choose between what's right and what's easy"



I believe this is true.. we just have to know wats right.. :P oh well.. on the way home it was just raining heavily.. :P and i just walked through the rain! haha! just felt like it, didnt care abt getting wet or falling sick.. oh well.. its was fun.. and now im falling sick.. hehe!

Always Happens

Have you ever felt like you broke pass the first barrier. Then theres a second barrier. You then fight to break pass it, expecting it to be the last. When you finally break pass it, you realise that there is a third barrier. Sometimes its just frustrating. But i guess God makes it that way for a reason.

Web2Messenger

I love this program.. found it so long ago but just couldnt get an invite.. but now i have it! :) haha! u can see my online status on msn, and u can even send me msgs from ur browser.. :) i love it.. haha! click on it to send me a msg.. i may put this at the end of all my post from now on... hehe! =)

My Travels Around SG!

haha! first had tuition in the morning.. then rushed to funan to meet amos, ethel, lucy, james, elroi, gerald.. met Eric and Serene there too.. :) yea.. went to pass the SU form to them.. yea.. haha! later lucy and james went to watch movie.. me, elroi and gerald went to ethel's house.. played bball for a while.. at least sort of.. just shoot some hoops.. too many ppl at the court man.. oh well.. later i went for dental.. wanted to go meet eliza after that.. but got chased away.. tsk tsk.. haha! yea.. went back to ethel's house for dinner.. yep.. crystal was there too.. yep.. after dinner played 1 game of UNO.. haha! oh well.. went home after that.. =)

Surprised? No..

I would not be surprised if I am constantly on Your mind.. =) I love the time spent with You..

The Last Stretch

today went to study with crystal.. yep.. at Jurong library.. yup.. did my POA and History.. yea yea! haha! so fast time flies and its almost all over.. yea.. new things come, old things go.. just wish i could stop at a certain time.. and make it last forever.. :)

Crosslink! & some very salty thing!

This morning woke up this morning and had tuition, POA.. yea... with susu.. yea.. :P haha! oh well.. then later went to church.. yea.. tried to do my history but didnt do much.. yea.. was there talking cock.. then Miss Eliza Soh.. make me eat some piece of flavour thing for the potato chips.. to think i trusted her man.. haha! it was super salty lar.. haha! can die.. Eliza! u watch out man.. :P haha! oh well.. after CrossLink went to PS with Amos and Elroi.. yea.. and i bought a jacket there man.. gonna wear on grad night.. yep... going off now.. nite nite..

Maths!

today's maths is easy man.. hope i no careless man.. haha! oh well.. susu's at my house now.. staying over.. :P haha! got POA tuition tmr.. oh well.. cya..

Funny Stuff

Went to PS and met eliza and elroi today.. yea.. went to eat lunch then went elroi's house.. haha! so funny.. eliza was playing the fighting game for like the whole afternoon lor.. :P i was sitting there and watching.. played 1 game of RA2.. yea.. so easy 1.. oh well.. then went home.. haha! studied then talking now.. yea.. oh well.. tmr maths paper.. must do my best.. :)

Physics

Physics paper today was super easy!!! Easy until cannot easy.. haha! dunno only one question.. haha! yay! oh well.. had english paper also.. yea.. was ok.. yea.. then went for tuition later.. yea.. then went home.. talk to Eliza the whole night.. long talk.. so funny.. haha! and she did for me my new sig.. accidentally.. so nice right? now talking to ethel and lucy.. yea.. :)







cool right? she drew it.. thx eliza.. :P

Chemistry

Chemistry today was super easy man.. haha! so easy until cannot easy.. but i think i made a lot of careless.. haiz.. oh well.. whats done is done.. I'll leave the rest to God.. tmr is English and Physics.. =) I'm all ready for physics.. for english the topic comes out something i can write.. yea.. i can write everything.. its just how well its written.. oh well.. And all the best to those who are those in the midst of O lvl or A lvl now, all the best! Haha! Was talking to Eliza and Lucy just now.. wish I were enjoying myself like they are man.. oh well.. must perservere.. I'm almost there.. =)

I Thank God

Its a few hours to my O lvls.. and i would like to thank God for a few things..

First, I want to thank God for all the little signs He gives me that reminds me that He is in control and I need not worry. I want to Thank God also for my Mom.. She cares in a way i sometimes cant understand.. I want to also thank God for my friends around me.. I thank God for Melissa for always being there for me and just being my jie.. I thank God for Crystal for helping me in times of need and also giving me tuition.. =P I thank God for Lucy for just being there behind me.. I thank God for Elroi for all the weird/funny things he does.. I thank God for Ethel for being there to listen to all my stuff all the time.. I thank God for Eliza who also listens to all my stupid stuff and also, after what I did wrong, she still forgives me and in that reminded me of The peace of God.. The peace of God which allows me to be at complete rest.. I Thank You Lord, For being God..

Psalm 121

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills-

where does my help come from?



2 My help comes from the LORD,

the Maker of heaven and earth.



3 He will not let your foot slip-

he who watches over you will not slumber;



4 indeed, he who watches over Israel

will neither slumber nor sleep.



5 The LORD watches over you-

the LORD is your shade at your right hand;



6 the sun will not harm you by day,

nor the moon by night.



7 The LORD will keep you from all harm-

he will watch over your life;



8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going

both now and forevermore.



Esther lead worship today.. she read the chapter from Psalm.. I'm really afraid.. So many things I'm unsure of.. And its easier said than done to trust God totally.. I know i havent been exactly doing everything i can for the pass 10 years of my life.. I only can do so much is the last few hours..





"I lift up my eyes to the hills - where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth."





My only source of help..

ACJC J1 Student

went to ACJC today.. yea.. haha! Crystal brought me in.. yea.. just got pass the gaurd so easily.. oh well.. studied there with Crystal and Jonk.. yea.. was good.. did quite a lot of stuff.. yea.. later after lunch met jie and pam belly doreen darren terrence etc.. yea.. haha! did more work there also.. like at 4 i followed jie to holland coz she wanted to buy flowers for her teachers who were sick.. yea.. came back and did a bit more work.. yea.. then played bball.. was such a good work out.. really loved it.. yea.. gonna have to study soon again..yea.. talking to the mean eliza.. haha! not mean actually.. haha! she going to beach and play lar.. haiz.. then leave me to take exam in 2 days and few hours.. haiz.. oh well.. wat are friends for.. :P

A chance of a lifetime!

This morning I went to Jurong library at 10.. yea.. when it opens.. quite crowded already.. had to sort of rush in to get a good table.. yea.. went there myself first.. coz susu woke up late.. yea.. i finished all my maths b4 he came.. oh well.. yea.. later sam chan also came.. after a while i went to eat lunch and went of tuition.. tuition was the usual.. yea.. i was tired but my mind was just in a state where i wasnt thinking abt anything at all.. i dunnno y.. but suddenly this thought came to my mind..



Ever heard people say, "Go for this holiday! Its a chance of a lifetime.." or, "XYZ School has accepted you! Dont miss this chance of a lifetime.."? I was thinking.. why do we always so do not miss, "what ever good thing", when we still miss the greatest "chance of a lifetime"? I think the Ultimate "Chance of a Lifetime", is life itself.. Your whole life is 1 single chance.. A chance to go with The Creator, or against Him.. To all Christians out there.. We should show that we have taken that "Chance", and that we chose to follow Him.. We must share this Good News..





Here I Go Again



Father, hear my prayer

I need the perfect words

Words that he will hear

And know they're straight from You

I don't know what to say

I only know it hurts

To see my only friend slowly fade away



Chorus:

So maybe this time

I'll speak the words of life

With Your fire in my eyes

But that old familiar fear

is tearin' at my words

What am I so afraid of?

'Cause here I go again

Talkin' 'bout the rain

And mullin' over things

that won't live past today

And as I dance around the truth

Time is not his friend

This might be my last chance

to tell him that You love Him



But here I go again

Here I go again



Lord, You love him so

You gave Your only Son

If he will just believe

He will never die

But how then will he know

What he has never heard?

Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life



Chorus:



But here I go again

Here I go, here I go



Chorus:



This might be my last chance

To tell him that You love him

This might be my last chance

To tell him that You love him



You love him, You love him

What am I so afraid

What am I so afraid

What am I so afraid of?

How then will he know

What he has never heard?

Good Music, Good Life!

Saturday!

CrossLink was fun.. :P haha! jon came! haha! feel like so lousy playing in front of him.. :P oh well.. didnt play very well though.. yea.. my arm was aching also.. yea.. later went to PS with a few ppl.. :P haha! yea..



Sunday!

Went to church like super early today coz playing for the 8 o'clock service.. yea.. was almost late lar.. reached there like exactly 8.. coz the Harbour Front MRT was under some construction for the circle line.. yea.. :P oh well.. i played.. not bad.. haha! yea.. yea.. played for both services.. :P

I was sitting at the 4th lvl with eliza ethel james lucy elroi.. haha! super funny.. we were like blackmailing elroi for money.. :P haha! for fun only.. haha! threaten to release his secret.. :P yea.. almost got out though.. haha! but didnt.. :P later went to eat lunch with james and lucy.. yea.. then they went off.. met amos and we went to center point where we studied.. and crystal who was suppose to meet us at around 2.. came at around 3.. :P haha! late.. haha! yea... jon and pam came later.. studied until like 8 plus.. talk a lot of cock also.. haha! damn funny.. :P haha! we were at coffee bean the whole time man.. :P yea.. then later we went to eat dinner.. :P on the way we saw jon's friend.. i think u guys may regconise him.. he's the blind guy who sits outside center point and plays the electric guitar.. yea.. super pro if u acutally listen.. :P better than jon man.. haha! super pro.. yea.. after dinner we came back.. haha! and jon played there.. watch the vid man.. :P



Video 1

Video 2





Jon and his Friend. =)

In the Roar of Your Waterfall

went to study at Jurong with susu today.. yea.. did some work.. then we went to play LAN.. or at least try.. stupid screwed up coms.. oh well.. anyway.. later went to susu's church with susu charles and his fren.. yea.. It was a talk abt the Da Vinci Code.. yea.. was good.. then went home.. the rain was super strong.. it was like even going through the whole MRT.. there were like sprays of water like when u go near a waterfall.. and super strong win.. lightning everywhere.. yea.. seems kind of coincidental but i was listening to Stand By Reuben Morgan.. and the Chorus goes..



I stand in you alone

My hope is in no other name

I trust in what I can't see

Though the storms are raging

I stand on you alone



=)

Walking away from the restricting past

Was doing qt and these few lines came up the most important.



"Emotions are a product of how you perceived the event, not the event itself."



"Perceiving those events from the perspective of your new identity in Christ is what starts the process of healing those damaged emotions."





2 Corinthians 5:17:

Therefore if any man is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come.



My heart is more at peace now. Thank You Lord.

Christ Divine

Beautiful song. everything indeed fails.. only You Lord will never..



Christ Divine



All I know

Once again

Proves to fail me



All you are

Once again

Captivates



This majesty I behold

Is echoing through my soul

Oh Christ Divine

Hallelujah



Mystery ever living within me

Holiness bringing me to my knees



This majesty I behold

Is echoing through my soul

Oh Christ Divine

Hallelujah



Hallelujah

Hallelujah



This majesty I behold

Is echoing through my soul

Oh Christ Divine

Hallelujah



This majesty I behold

Is echoing through my soul

Oh Christ Divine

Hallelujah

Your Glory fills the Heavens!

Oh Lord, Our God

How excellent Your name is

How excellent Your name in all the earth

Your Glory fills the Heavens

Beyond the furthest stars

How excellent Your name in all the earth



Crystal lead that song today. You guys probably know its one of the kids song which we use to sing in sunday school last time. yea.. and even then, when eliza sang the first part.. it really made me stop and marvel at how great is our God. It brought me to tears actually.. tears of joy that He is greater than everything, greater than anything we can ever imagine. =)



btw, eliza ur voice very nice.. :P



anyway.. went to eat dinner with james amos elroi and gerald.. yea.. walked around.. talked.. haha! so funny.. we were talking abt "iPods".. haha! yea.. anyway.. here are the cool guys.. lol..

Study day! :P Whats the world coming to?

woke up at 830! :P haha! then went to meet crystal at jurong east to study.. haha! studied like the whole day there lar.. yea.. good work! :P haha! we finished quite some stuff.. talked and walked around also.. was fun.. yep! :)





Natural Disasters





Hurricane Wilma gathers strength, heads toward Mexico



"Wilma, the most powerful storm ever recorded in the Atlantic, is picking up steam and is expected to roar into a category five hurricane again on the Saffir-Simpson scale by the time it makes landfall in Mexico on Friday.."



"The storm is moving northwest at nearly nine kilometres per hour packing top sustained winds near 240 kph, with higher gusts."





Strong earthquake injures 15 in Turkey



"The quake occurred under the Aegean Sea at OO:40 am (2140 GMT) off the coast of Seferihisar, some 40 kilometres southwest of Izmir, the Istanbul-based Kandilli observatory said on its website, measuring the quake's intensity at 5.9 on the open-ended Richter scale."





World will have to act fast to prevent bird flu pandemic: WHO



"Will we be able to catch it in time to prevent a global catastrophe? I just don't know ... no one does," said Dr Hitoshi Oshitani, Regional Adviser on Communicable Disease Surveillance and Response with the World Health Organization's (WHO) Western Pacific office in Manila."



"According to the latest WHO data there have been 118 cases of avian flu among humans and 61 deaths including the latest in Thailand this week."





Earthquake rocks Indonesia's Sumbawa island



"An earthquake measuring 5.3 on the Richter scale jolted Indonesia's Sumbawa island on Friday but there were no reports of casualties or damage, seismologists said."







tsk tsk.. so much stuff happening to the world now..

Prac..

had prac exam today.. the physics part was ez... but the chem part was hard... haiz.. i think im gonna fail it man.. oh well.. wats done is done.. i better concentrate on the main paper.. yea..



It goes up and down

Peace.. Amazing Grace! Waterfall!

i was doing qt and somehow it was on peace and i really needed it. God's Peace is something which we need everyday. We cannot control all our circumstances and relationships. However, can control the our inner thoughts by allowing the peace of God to rule in your heart on a daily.



Colossians 3:15-16 says,



"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God."





Philippians 4:7 says



"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."



I thank you Lord for this peace.





i updated my website abt Geoff Bullock, the former worship leader of Hillsong Church.. go there and read.. got the stuff from mingdao's blog.. yup.. and i changed the song.. i love it but i cant find the lyrics.. its by reuben morgan.. its called waterfall.. :) and i took a SS of my desktop today.. hehe!

All the Heavens! Hope You read.. I think..

church was fun.. yea.. first thing in the morning crystal was looking for me.. haha! yea.. coz she had nothing to do and wanted to play drums.. :P haha! yea.. then later.. sat and talked to ethel eliza elroi.. yea.. nothing to do mah.. haha! yea.. after church went to PS and eat.. then went lucy's house and played Yuri's Revenge.. old game but fun.. yea.. oh well.. i better start studying..



i hope i can keep my mind off wat has happened.. yea.. i think it is just my mind that makes it seem so bad eh.. like when theres a uncomfortable silence between us.. yea.. i just hope its just my mind.. oh well.. im still trying to make things back to the way it was before.. i know i did wrong and im sorry but help me k? if u read this..

Happy Birthday Crystal!

haha! :) Happyy Birthday!! =) and u can view it again here crystal if u want.. :P

GOAL! and more

went out with ethel elroi and amos.. =) i ended up buying 2 shirts man.. :) haha! me and elroi ran through the fountain at bugis.. haha! so funny.. i got half wet.. haha! elroi got like totally wet lar.. :P haha! oh well.. later went to watch Goal.. :) was good.. but was freezing inside.. :P and elroi took of his shoes so it was damn smelly.. haha! well.. i have been asking God to help me in my exams.. He did not do some miracle and made me super smart or have photographic memory.. but He made the people around me more caring and encouraging.. well.. u probably think im gonna mention my good friends like jie eliza ethel crystal lucy ad etc.. this time im gonna say its my mom.. im not very close to her.. but she said one thing, "Do your best, God will do the rest"

Fallen.. Wasted..

Samuel said to me today.. you are from A band in sec 1, you were smart but dropped all the way to normal, like a fallen angel... well.. i said i was just very lazy.. and that i didnt regret coming down because to me friendship is more impt than accademic stuff.. yea.. but i was just thinking abt it.. i fell down because i was lazy.. i dont want to fall again, making the same mistake.. i have 27 days left.. its 4 weeks minus 1 day.. wake up ryan.. do not believe the devil which whispers, "There is still time.."

Thoughts

charles fell on me and i landed on my left hand.. now my write still pain... oh well.. anyway.. did a lot of thinking when i was on the way to tuition.. i'm still regretting wat i said but.. i guess i just have to try as hard as i can to undo it.. anyway.. b4 tuition i was at KAP with a lot of ppl.. then later only me susu and charles stayed there to study.. saw mag and grace there.. yea.. then when i was waiting for the bus later i saw eliza.. =) yea.. oh well.. today was quite funny in sch also.. talk so much crap..

Praise the God who gives & takes away

I realised that you are more important to me than i thought.. i shouldnt have doubted you from the start.. Im sorry that i said that.. I am in the wrong.. glad u forgave me.. wont do it again.. :)

Mighty Is The Power Of The Cross.. Forgive me

Mighty Is The Power Of The Cross



Verse:

What can take a dying man

And raise him up to life again?

What can heal the wounded soul?

What can make us white as snow?

What can fill the emptiness?

What can mend our brokenness? Brokenness?



Chorus:

Mighty, awesome, wonderful

Is the Holy cross.

Where the Lamb lay down His life

To lift us from the fall.

Mighty is the power of the cross.



Verse 2:

What restores our faith in God?

What reveals the Father's love?

What can lead the wayward home?

What can melt a heart of stone?

What can free the guilty ones?

What can save and overcome? Overcome?







Bridge:

It's a miracle to me

It's a miracle to me

It's still a mystery

And it's still a mystery

It's a miracle to me

The power of God

Those who believe



Chorus:

Mighty, awesome, wonderful

Is the Holy cross.

Where the Lamb lay down His life

To lift us from the fall.



Oh and mighty, awesome, wonderful

Is the Holy cross.

Where the Lamb lay down His life

To lift us from the fall.

Mighty is the power of...

Mighty is the power of...

Mighty is the power of the cross.



Ending:

Thank You for the cross.

Thank You for the cross.

I love the cross.

I love the cross.

It's a powerful cross.



What can take a dying man (thank You Jesus)

And raise him up to life again? (thank You Jesus)

Worship You Jesus (wonderful cross)

By Your wounds we are healed

By Your wounds we are saved



Mighty is the power of the cross (echo)

Mighty is the power of the cross (echo)

Thank You Jesus

For the Holy cross

Oh







If i could go back in time, i would change it to make everything better.. my mistake has a great consequences.

A day at home

i stayed at home today.. didnt go sch.. yea.. studied.. but not say a lot.. oh well.. im bored now.. super sian.. oh.. i released 2 wallpapers.. go to my site.. :)

Time is running.. Catch it! Profound Simplicity™

I have 34 days left till O lvl's.

I have that amount of time to drop 22 points from 37 to 15.

I dont know if i can do it.





Profound Simplicity™ - Profound His love, that He died for us, Simply believe and be saved..

Great Day! Good Pics..

Thank you.. :) To tell u the truth.. I am suprised by your words.. I even thought i was the opposite of some of the things u said.. It really made my day.. :) Thanks.. :)





anyway, was at Shifu's Blog.. yea.. the pics from where he is, is so much better thatn in SG.. SG has no scenery at all.. well.. very few.. look at his..











So nice.. i wish i were there sometimes.. oh well.. :)



*Images By Liwei

Luanch of ThankGod! Fun Day!

Today was the launch of http://ThankGod.blogsome.com!! haha! yea.. good site.. :) anyway.. todays CrossLink was fun.. haha! started with belly leading and ethel eliza and me playing.. :) yea.. turned out good.. then later got games organized by crystal.. yea.. was slow at first.. but then later was super fun.. and tiring.. the cap ball was fun fun.. so tired.. :) oh well.. going off now.. :)





Praise You in The Storm



I was sure by now

That You would have reached down

And wiped our tears away

Stepped in and saved the day

But once again, I say "Amen"

and it's still raining



As the thunder rolls

I bearly hear You whisper through the rain

"I'm with you"

And as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and praise God

Who gives and takes away



Chorus:

I'll praise You in this storm

And I will lift my hands

For you are who you are

No matter where I am

Every tear I've cried

You hold in Your hand

You never left my side

And though my heart is torn

I will praise you in this storm



I remember when

I stumbled in the wind

You heard my cry You raised me up again

My strength is almost gone

How can I carry on

If I can't find You



Chorus:

I lift my eyes unto the hills

Where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord

The Maker of Heaven and Earth

Studying! But I just Don't get it!

Lucy came my house today to study.. yea.. and both of us were doing mole questions.. some of his questions i dunno how to do lar.. oh well.. later we went to play some Yuri's Revenge.. haha! so fun.. until connection got error when we were just abt to attack.. oh well.. then later i accidentally spilt water into my com.. had to dry it.. lucky nothing is wrong.. :)

Having Fun!

haha! been studying and doing a lot of funny stuff lately.. haha! in sch me russ and max have been doing stupid stuff man.. just so funny.. haha! talk a lot of crap also.. oh well.. fun fun.. need to go study now.. :)

You do All things Well

went to study with crystal today.. ethel! y never come! haha! oh well.. :P we went Ngee Ann poly.. so funny.. studied, talk crap, talk serious also.. walked around trying to find the library.. haha! couldnt find.. but we got a super windy spot somewhere.. haha! it was good.. :)



anyway.. this songs is beautiful..





You Do All Things Well



Mountain maker

Ocean tamer

Glimpses of You

Burn in my eyes

The worship of heaven

Fills up the skies



You made it all

Said, "let there be"

And there was

All that we see

The sound of Your voice

The works of Your hands

You do all things well

You do all things well

You do all things well



Star creator

Wind breather

The strokes of Your beauty

Brushed through the clouds

Light from the heavens

Touching the ground



Imagination runs wild

And breathes the breath of life

Across the fields

Across the miles

Double Portion

Dear Lord,

I pray for Eliza that you will grant her patience. For all the times she got angry with "that person", forgive her, Lord. That she will become the person You made her to be.



Heavenly Father,

I pray for Ethel, that You will be by her side to assure her. I pray that she would not be so worried about her exams. Lord i ask that You will calm her heart, and be her only source of strength. I pray that she will do her best and leave all else to You.



Amen





*If you didnt want me to put this here, sorry.

Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!

this morning went to meet ethel eliza lucy elroi at PS then went to church to study.. :P yep.. was quite good.. i finished my chapter of history.. then finish my tuition work.. :) then prac for CrossLink then CrossLink itself.. CrossLink was good.. its been a long time since i have really worshipped and played at the same time.. yea.. its likes when i was playing "Holy Spirit, I adore you".. i closed my eyes.. totally felt like i was not playing.. i wanted to sing but couldnt.. just dont know y.. just felt God was there.. In awe of Him.. couldnt say a thing..

Studying alone

First time in my life i went out alone to study.. :P after sch went to Harbour front there to study... yea... stayed there for 2 hours plus.. :) feel good doing my work.. oh well.. anyway.. a notice for this site:



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The New Look

Hey guys.. havent been updating for a few days.. :P Was studying and doing this layout.. haha! Hope u guys like it.. :)

Study day again! :P

haha! today was kind of fun.. played tennis during free period again today.. yea.. then later had chem prac.. was fun.. burned magnesium again.. yea.. oh well.. later went to BTP with crystal eliza and her fren.. :P charmaine? haha! right wrong spelling dunno.. :P oh well.. studied the whole day.. good man.. feel good.. think we gonna do that again tmr.. :)

Just buy lar! if not no more stock!

haha! today after church was suppose to study.. but in the end didnt.. yea.. went walking around with jie and lucy.. :) then everywhere we go see something nice.. then say just buy lar.. haha! jie bought 2 tshirts.. :P haha! oh well.. :) tmr must start studying again.. :)

Evolution? NO! Creation!

Hi guys.. Presenting my new wallpaper! idea by Jane and Adeline! :P haha! I think its one of the best one i've ever made! Genesis 1:26!







anyway.. today got to worship properly after a long time.. yea.. coz didnt play for CrossLink.. yea.. but played during the ministry time.. :) yea.. anyway.. later went PS with Crys adeline james amos.. yea.. ate at long john.. yea.. talk talk talk.. then follow adeline walk walk.. haha! yes mom.. :P oh well.. was quite fun... later went home.. :)

Tennis!

Today the Leong played against the Tay.. and the Leong won.. :P haha! even though the Tays would have won if they played full force.. oh well.. haha! anyway.. didnt study today man.. haiz.. feel so bad... tmr going to study..

Boredom

I still need to be studying more.. still not enough.. yea.. haiz.. oh well.. today went sch.. was boring.. tmr will be also.. oh well... haiz..

Study

study with crys today..yea.. feel much better after studying.. yea.. thx crys for being there..

You..

Starting tmr is a new life, i guess i never really thought of it. Well this new begginning is gonna be good.. i have tried many times but i have always failed. i know You are dissapointed, but i will really do it this time for You. I have been drawn in my directions by so many distractions, and i left You out many times. Im sorry.





And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"

Out of all the voices calling out to me

I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth.



All for You..

Last day of Hols

haiz.. its the last day of holidays liao.. :( haha! oh well.. time to work hard.. :) and do my best for O lvl.. my last 8 weeks of studying.. yea.. actually.. its like my first and last for my all my 5 years in sec sch.. haha! yea.. i better do it.. haiz.. yea.. anyway.. today played drums for crys in YF.. yea.. today was SSS also.. good job ethel and lucy in leading.. yea.. after church went out for lunch at PS.. then follow crys shopping.. yea.. oh well.. later went home.. so sian.. now nothing to do.. dont feel like studying yet.. tmr then start..

Saturdays and the Nano!

CrossLink was good.. :P yea.. even though very few ppl here today coz many of them went for the SSS prac.. yea.. james! thx for the shoes.. haha! eh ethel! so qiao.. we wear the shirt we bought at SonicFest.. haha! :P yea.. anyway, went to sunshine plaza for dinner with lucy amos and elroi.. yea.. then after that went to play pool at peace center.. haiz.. we play too much pool... yea.. won elroi twice.. won amos once.. lose to lucy twice.. today not my day lar.. usually at least can beat him at least once.. haha! the last time the score was 1 all man.. not 2 zero.. oh well..



anyway.. The iPod Nano has been out since 7th Sept 05.. yea.. and this is just for ppl who dunno wats it.. and how sexy it is.. :P haha!





Its 80% smaller than the 1st iPod





Its 62% smaller than the iPod mini





Its 66% smaller than the Motorola Razer



and last but not least.. always compare to Creative stuff to show how lousy they are.. :P



Its 66% smaller than the Zen..



Well.. This is the iPod Nano..







B-E-A-U-tiful! :P haha!





Different angles.. sexy! :P hehe!





Here's the exact size of it.. hehe! :)



if converted to cm.. its 8.9 x 4 x 0.7 cm.. WOOHOO! so small.. :)

Thoughts are dangerous..

eh.. thinking too much can be bad.. (right chelle?) yea.. i guess too much of thinking can lead you away from the original situation.. and you will get all the screwed up "what ifs".. which many of them dont even have a 10% chance of happening.. and the worst part is that u dont realise that small chance of that "what if" ever happening.. and you worry so much abt it.. yea.. then you make a stupid decision of doing something to prevent that "what if".. which in the end, does not happen at all.. in fact.. something else happens and is so far off from that "what if".. and how does it all start? it starts with just u thinking a bit more, a bit longer.. sometimes i just wont anylise and think abt a situation at all.. coz i know i will end up doing the wrong thing.. haiz..

Prac, arcade, games, and and accident

went to sch for prac at 1pm.. :P haha! was kind of funn.. :P haha! alwyn! do all the stupid stuff.. :P haha! oh well.. quite fun.. even though the songs were a bit the.. i dunno.. weird.. it just gets weird when alastair does it.. haha! oh well.. later went to PS with lucy james elroi amos.. haha! yea.. went eat then went to arcade.. :P daytona again.. :P lost all my touch already.. :P yea.. anyway.. after that went to play pool.. saw gerald there.. yea.. elroi left.. i played against james.. haha! beat him 5 to 1.. haha! lucy beat amos 6 to 1.. haha! oh well.. then later me and lucy is 1 all.. haha! :P i realise when i play with james.. always beat him in the first round.. then after that.. i either beat him all the way.. or he beat me all the way.. haha! depends on whose day is it man.. haha! oh well.. anyway.. when i was going home in the bus.. i was just almost reaching my home.. then got this big jam.. well apparently a long bendy bus drove off the road onto this contruction site of a new flyover.. yea.. and blocked the whole road.. i think up til now still block.. then they brought a fire truck in too.. and then it blocked more of the road.. oh well.. wat a long nite for those ppl.. dunno whether anyone got hurt..

Silence

i guess i ran out of things i can say to u eh? haha! cant do much abt that.. not really gonna bother abt keeping close to u any more.. but just to let u know i will still be here..



i know i have said this line of this song many times.. but im gonna do it again for God..





When all else fades my soul will dance with You, where Your Love last forever..

study day

went to crystal's house today to study.. haha! got some of my work done man.. :) yea.. then watched tv and almost played bball.. haha! oh well.. had dinner with them.. yea.. it was.. ooookkkkkk.. haha! if u know wat i mean... yea.. oh well.. tmr got prac sian.. dont want to go..

Mugger

stayed at home whole day besides going out for tuition... yea.. didnt really study much tmr.. haiz.. neeed to.. oh well.. tmr going crys house to study.. must make it productive man..

Breakfast

this morning went to serene center macs for breakfast with crys glori ethel james elroi sunny ziteng.. haha! yea.. crys caregroup.. yea.. :P oh well.. ate there then went to glori's house.. haha! was quite fun.. we watch the day after tmr again.. :P haha! yea.. :) oh well..

Noah!

First!~



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERALDINE AND ELROI! :p haha!



anyway... today went to favian's house with crys n ethel.. :) haha! so fun.. :P went there then played with noah.. :P favian's dog.. haha! so cute!!! :p haha! so furry.. :P haha! yea.. me and ethel study there also.. crys and favian had to do the recording.. :) got some of my history done man.. :) yea.. tmr going to breakfast with crys caregroup.. :) haha! yea.. think im gonna study again.. :P right glori? :P haha! tmr is lijun's birthday!



Here are the pics for today! :D

Church , CapBall, Soccer.. :)

lvl 4 and 5 sold food today! haha! :P yea.. was there but didnt really help out.. haha! instead was trying to make a new drink by mixing stuff from desmonds coffee machine.. :P the hot milk from the machine is damn nice leh.. :P haha! yea.. anyway.. went to gurkha to eat with lucy elroi and eliza.. :) yea.. eh eliza, dont ignore me lar.. haha! jkjk.. :P later was with crystal watching the soccer match between FMC and WR. :P zec's church.. susu and max was there too.. :) yea.. haha! so funny... me and crystal talk cock the whole time.. :P haha! right funny? :P yea.. anyway.. went to dinner with crystal james zec sharon and their church ppl.. yea.. ate so much.. even though i share with crys.. :P haha! oh well.. :) today was a good day.. :) tmr is start studying day.. :)



Thank You Jesus..

The Voice of Truth

just realise that i should not think so mcuh and be afraid that i wont make it.. was talking to my mom abt it.. first time i actually talked.. she talked first though.. yea.. i've been thinking so much wat if i cant do it.. that i havent even started trying.. i guess even after i started trying i would also feel this way... but then.. i should trust the Lord.. its really hard.. i find myself being not able too most of the time.. yea.. i heard this song today.. by Casting Crowns.. they are really good...





Voice of Truth



Oh what I would do to have

The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in

On to the crashing waves



To step out of my comfort zone

Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is

And He's holding out His hand



But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me

Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed

The waves they keep on telling me

Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"

"You'll never win!"



But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story

The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"

And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"

Out of all the voices calling out to me

I will choose to listen and believe

The Voice of Truth



Oh what I would do to have

The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant

With just a sling and a stone

Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors

Shaking in their armor

Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand



But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me

Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed

The giant keeps on telling me

Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"

"You'll never win!"



But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story

The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"

And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"

Out of all the voices calling out to me

I will choose to listen and believe

The Voice of Truth



But the stone was just the right size

To put the giant on the ground

And the waves they don't seem so high

From on top of them lookin' down

I will soar with the wings of eagles

When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus

Singing over me



But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story

The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"

And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"

Out of all the voices calling out to me(calling out to me)

I will choose to listen and believe(I will choose to listen and believe)

I will choose to listen and believe

The Voice of Truth





I will listen and believe

I will listen and believe

The Voice of Truth



I will listen and believe

Cause Jesus you are the Voice of Truth

And I will listen to you

you are







i was paying attention more to the chorus.. the chorus goes..



But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story

The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"

And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"



yea.. and really why should i even be afraid? i just have to do wat i need to do.. and leave the rest to Him.. and indeed, it is all for His glory..





anyway.. here are the pics of the sentosa trip.. hehe! :) 4 of us only though.. :)



Photos!!

Do it! Not say!

















faith

Secret Outing

haha! the Secret outing carried on anyway.. :P lol.. bought new jeans, polo tee, and Tshirt.. haha! nice nice.. :) oh well.. was fun.. oh well.. got nothing to do now.. so bored.. haiz.. anyway.. tmr got CrossLink! :)

Sentosa! :P fun day.. How Great is Our God!

today went to sentosa with jie lucy amos.. yea.. suppose to have more.. but it was fun.. :) yea.. we were just lying around.. haha! tan.. :P oh well.. then we went cycling.. :P after that came my house and bath.. :D haha! thx jie for the song again... :D oh well.. later went orchard and to get jie's flowers.. yea.. saw Yiloong there.. probly the last time i see him.. ever.. haiz.. yea.. later went PS house for meeting.. :P settled many stuff.. :) yea.. later we ate dinner and talk cock.. so funny.. :P oh well.. fun times again.. didnt eat much though.. was super full.. yea.. :) tmr going for the SECRET meeting! :p haha! yep.. i'll upload pics tmr.. :)

Silence...

These are one of the many times when im alone, im my room.. with nothing to do.. no one to talk to.. i just sit here and stare at my screen.. makes me think back.. all the stupid things i do in the past.. haha! not many REAL regrets though.. :) yea.. and then i think of stuff that i try to do now.. but somehow it just doesnt work out.. i dunno if im doing the right thing also.. haiz.. oh well.. these are all wants anyway.. may not be His plans.. dont think they are anyway...

EVERMORE

YAY! got the latest Planet Shakers album finally! :P nice songs.. haha! yea.. anyway.. :P going beach tmr!! yay! better than staying at home.. oh well.. :P

Long Holidays.. and?

wha.. this week only got 1 day of sch for me.. yea.. thats tmr.. haha! nothing to do at home man.. oh well.. anyway.. how many of u feel that sometimes ur parents just get stuff for ur siblings like no one's business, but for u it just takes a hard time for them to even get u a small thing.. :P haha! oh well.. thats always the case in my family.. :P

Magnificent, Holy Father

How Great is our God

He is the Alpha and Omega

The Beginning, The End

He knows every bit of his creation

Every inch was designed by Him

From a blooming flower,

To the clouds in the sky,

He plans every step carefully

From the birth of a new born child,

To the death of a star with a magnificent supernova



Praise Him in his glory and Wisdom

Ascribe greatness to the Rock, Most High

CrossLink today was the usual.. good in a way.. yea.. :P anyway.. after that went to sunshine plaza to eat dinnner.. :P yea.. was good.. then later went bugis.. :P with crystal james amos gerald.. yea.. bought a new T shirt man.. haha! yea.. nice nice.. crys got a tshirt for ethel.. ethel! better like it.. i help her choose.. haha! yea.. oh well... james also get new Tshirts.. haha! think we are all gonna wear it tmr.. ;P oh well.. yep.. :)

DOTA! Good bye Yiloong

today after POA paper i went home.. so boring right? haha! yar.. so boring.. then later went out and play DOTA with susu weiwen xl sean charles darius glenn.. yea! was fun.. haha! this is the 2nd time i play only man.. manage to play well... haha! killed quite a few ppl.. :P oh well.. anyway.. later went out with Yiloong and aiman.. probly the last time we ever go out again.. yea.. haiz.. ohwell.. wat a long frenship we have.. :) went to watch movie and play pool.. yea.. the movie was good.. even though yiloong thought it was lousy.. :P we watched Must Love Dogs... nice show man.. :) must watch ppl.. :) the pool i only stayed a while coz it was late.. yea.. met paul ting and koon cho there.. havent seen them in a long time man.. yea.. today saw a lot of old friends.. :) ohwell.

screw history... losing another fren..

today was lousy.. i confirm fail my history.. gonna die haiz... must study harder.. oh well.. My fren is going off on sunday man.. haiz.. sian.. so sad.. known him so long.. pri sch fren.. oh well.. cant do anything.. i thank God that he came into my life..

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Would you look at her

She looks at me

She's got me thinking about her constantly

But she don't know how I feel

And as she carries on without a doubt

I wonder if she's figured out

I'm crazy for this girl

My new layout

hey guys.. i made a new layout... :P more of greyscale now.. yea.. the flash took me a long time man.. but i did it in the end.. :P i need more ideas to put in that.. haha! yea.. anyway.. those of u who saw this layout without the flash... that one was unfinished..yea.. :) yep.. and the poll is on the right! :)

Want or give?

You know sometimes there are like so many things in life u have to do.. but the one thing that u want to do just doesnt happen... or rather time is not a hand.. or maybe its just not in God's plan..

i havent blogged in a week man.. thats long.. haha! not very often like this.. yea.. oh well.. anyway.. yesterday was fun!! :P haha! after Crosslink went to PS with jie crystal and amos.. :P yea.. ate at KFC then talked like for the whole time.. haha! was super funny man.. talked abt all the old times.. yea.. :) anyway.. today church was fun.. did evaluation in class.. yea.. was kind of fun also.. talked to paul.. yea.. :) later went to PS again with stella, sing ee, james lucy amos gerald.. haha! then later went pool again.. yea.. so fun.. yea.. :P i won lucy.. haha! tsk tsk.. wen kai came later.. pro guy man.. haha! almost won him.. one ball difference only.. :P oh well.. :) now back home.. been thinking abt stuff.. i guess i just have to turst God.. I think abt doing and do so much for to make things "better" for myself and others.. but then i think im just doing it all by myself and not relying on Him..

church today was fun! haha! :P yea.. had chapter study today.. on John chapter 1.. haha! so funny man.. whole class joking around in a good way.. still learn a lot.. :P yea.. :P later went to PS with james lucy elroi.. yea.. ate at long john again.. haha! and went to play pool again.. :P damn funny.. :P esp the last game... any how whack.. haha! but the second last was the best!! :P haha! i did all the stylo shots.. haha! so pro.. :P haha! funky shots man.. :P

had crosslink today.. yea.. was ok..yea.. had a few ppl today only.. yea.. less than usuall.. i played again.. :) haha! i was satisfied with it.. :) yea.. oh well.. went to send tee off later.. yea.. haiz.. another person gone.. haiz.. oh well.. anyway.. i was listening to this song.. All for Love.. yea.. its a good song.. im gonna put up this song soon..



All for Love



All for love a Father gave

For only love could make a way

All for love heavens cried

For love was crucfied



Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask

And how many times have You heard me pray

Drawn near to me



Everything I need is You

My beginning, my forever

Everything I need is You



Let me sing all for love

I will join the angel song

Ever holy is the Lord

King of Glory

King of all



All for a love a Saviour prayed

Abba Father have Your way

Though they know not what they do

Let the Cross draw man to You





The first verse:

All for love a Father gave

For only love could make a way

All for love heavens cried

For love was crucfied



it really shows how much love God has for us.. its really so much.. who on earth will give his own son away to die?



then in the pre chorus it says:

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask



indeed we have so much sin that we keep breaking His heart again and again.. and He still forgives.. He is indeed King of Glory, King of All..

had POA exam today.. super hard.. stupid wee go and make dunno wat question... cannot even do lar.. sian. gonna fail.. oh well.. had prac later.. haha! was quite ez.. :P haha! stupid smell is still on me man.. i dunno y.. can still smell it.. yea.. anyway.. tmr crosslink im playing again.. :D and tee is going off tmr.. :(

since crystal say i copy her song.. haha! even though we put at exactly the same time.. :P haha! i shall change its.. yea.. you can stop the song by pressing the button on the right.. its a the bottom.. yea.. below the firefox button.. anyway.. had SS paper.. the SEQ was ez the SBQ was hard.. sian.. oh well..



Til I see You



The greatest love that anyone could ever know

That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You



With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come

And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You



I will live to love You

I will live to bring You praise

I will live a child in awe of You



You are a voice that called the universe to be

You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in you



You alone are God of all

You alone are worthy Lord

And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

woke up sweating today man.. haha! so hot.. yea.. anyway.. in the morning just played games.. yea.. later went to ad's house.. yea.. did some work there then played bball.. :P yea.. the guy there damn extra.. this old ah beng guy.. act so big lar.. haha! keep wanting us to play with some other ppl.. so stupid.. he cant even play.. haha! oh well.. at home now.. doing my ss.. yea.. hope i've fully recovered man.. :)

yesterday was ok... went church.. went for service.. the guy was talking abt gays.. yea.. :P after church went to eat lunch at ps.. lucy james elroi ethel eliza me went to play pool after that.. yea.. acutally only lucy james elori and me.. eliza ethel had to leave.. yea.. after that just went home lor.. yea... haiz.. im sick now.. vomitted last nite.. fever now.. sian.. oh well..





Who am I





Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star

Would choose to light the way

For my ever wandering heart



Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are



I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

Vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours



Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin

Would look on me with love and watch me rise again

Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea

Would call out through the rain

And calm the storm in me



Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are



I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

Vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours



I am Yours

Whom shall I fear

Whom shall I fear

'Cause I am Yours

I am Yours

got carnival today.. ended up helping ethel james joel lucy.. haha! yea.. the fishing bottles shop.. :P haha! then i got bored and went up with ad to the worhip prac.. :) yea.. :P after that.. they closed the store and we sat on the 4th floor talking crap.. me ethel ad tee joel elroi.. haha! yea.. started with stupid cake.. which tee didnt want to eat.. then we talked abt ghost.. :P haha! then it lead to gays.. haha! super funny man.. :P haha! oh well.. we should do more of that.. :P

just came back from FOP.. haha! was good.. though not very.. :P hillsongs and delerious was there.. yea.. me ethel crystal lucy james amos jiamin went with us.. :P belly went with moses.. :P haha! grace and mag with ewen.. eliza with her sch frens.. su was there too... :P oh well.. when finish crys ethel eliza went home.. the rest of us just roaming around man.. haha! so funny.. we were like running around for no reason.. :P haha! oh well.. then i realise i got one bus home from there.. haha! oh well.. cya guys tmr at the carnival.. im not helping out.. :P

my stupid HD crash!!! ARRR!!! freak man.. gonna lose everything.. freak!!!!

today was another ordiary day when suddenly during recess, the sky started to turn so black! first it was half black and the other half was still super sunny.. then after a while.. the whole thing was black! like in War of The Worlds!!





The black side of the sky!





In between the dark and light





The ramaining of the light



haha! yea! that was it.. the whole sky was dark.. and i wasnt the only one who experienced it.. ethel got it too at her sch.. :P haha! weird sky huh.. yea.. but it was super cooling after that coz it rained like siao.. :P

i need to study more.. yea.. been thinkin more abt my future.. yea... damn scared.. yea.. but i know i can count on Jesus to bring me through.. :) anyway.. cant wait for FOP this friday!!! haha! :D

church today.. yea.. was an ordinary one.. yea.. later went to ps and watch movie with lucy elroi gerald ziteng.. yea.. watched the island again.. yea.. good show mah...:P oh well.. i feel like talking to ppl.. yea.. oh well.. must study..

just came back from Sonicfest.. haha! first of all, all of u never go.. all last minute tell me cannot.. sian lor.. in the end only me and ethel with her sch fren lar.. yea.. then the whole thing wasnt very good also.. both planet shakers and sonicflood have very nice songs.. but just that it wasnt done very well today.. yea.. the one of the nice songs sonicflood did was "(You Are My Refuge) Shelter".. yea.. i was singing that song for the past 2 days lar.. haha! was kind of surprised they did that today also.. yea.. they also did my other fav songs cry holy and resonate.. :) yea.. planet shakers did good songs too.. always and forever, big, Great and Mighty! yea.. haha! oh well.. was so out of breath and tired after that.. :P yea.. hmm.. yea.. send ethel home then went home lor.. playing for EWJ tmr.. :D

whoo hoo!!! so excited!! SONICFEST IS TOMORROW!! :P haha! cant wait!! :P and this week Crosslink got EWJ.. haha! looks like this weekend is gonna be fun! :)

so funny in maths lessons today.. haha! eraser wars!! :P haha! it all started with me throwing some staple bullets at wen steven and ben tan.. haha! then they got some lousy eraser and cut it up and threw around.. haha! first we threw at darius.. :P haha! then samuel.. yea.. then at last alastair.. :P haha! so funny.. yea.. susu got caugth by the stupid geoffry...haha! oh well..he didnt do anything anyway.. :P haha! yea.. anyway.. friday sonicfest!! whoohoo.. im low on cash man.. but still gonna go.. haha! :)

today went to church.. brought the ice cream for ethel.. :P haha! eat so little lar.. haha! :P oh well.. :P then later force me to go ur class lar.. haha! all ur fault ethel.. :P haha! yea.. anywayz.. went to play pool later.. with lucy ethel kim gerald james amos.. yea.. then met eliza and her fren there.. :P haha! yea.. played for like dunno how long lar.. yea.. after that they all left.. only me ethel eliza n kim.. follow kim around to go shopping man.. so boring.. haha! but was talking to eliza all the time.. so not so bad.. :) sorry i couldnt go for joshua's birthday...