Take My Life

I was reading Belinda's blog. She had Matthew 6:34 on her latest post. I have seen this verse like a million times but yet this time it hit me the hardest. Maybe it's because the way it is? Not the usual NIV version. I have no idea what version this is but really helped more. For all my life, I have worried and worried. Worried even about things that have nothing to do with me. Yea. Last week I spent the whole week worrying also. About you. Yea. And I realise I don't have to. It helped me realise that I need God more. Things didn't turn out the way I had expected it. Things never do. But I know He is in control.

I guess I won't label experience with you as a mistake. It really got me to wake up. And even though things didn't work out the way I wanted it to, I'm still glad it turned out this way, my best friend.

I have spent this whole week in sentosa. Not only having fun, but spent much time trying to find myself again, to find a purpose for this life. Well, I did not find myself, I found Jesus. Years ago, one of my friends asked, "If everything but Jesus disappears, would He be enough for you?".

"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes"
Matthew 6:34

Third Day - Take My Life
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the sand on the shore
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it once more.

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus

How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the stars in the sky
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it tonight.

What a way to end the week eh? (: Whole week of searching, with the last day to let it all to Him.