Christmas Day

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Christmas this year was the worst. Yet one of the best for me. I felt like I wanted to just give up everything. I mean, what's the use of building up friendships if they are gonna be torn down in a matter of time? whats the use of being "good" when the bad always happens to you? I have ran so far away from God that I even felt that it didn't matter whether to follow Him or not, to feel that maybe the secular life is better.
But to my surprise, when I met Mingdao and Elroi today to just read the Bible, the read the book of 2 Corinthians. Though we only went through like half of chapter 1, I guess I really needed to hear what Paul sent to the church in Corinth.
When Mingdao lead the worship for the youth party, he prayed that we may live for God, even if it means losing our friends. Friendship has always been one of the most important things to me.
This christmas has taught me quite a lot. Need to pick up the pieces and carry on living for Him.

This afternoon after lunch with my family, we went to funan to get my shuffle. And I got the last in stock. =) yep. At night went for the youth party. It was very fun. Haven't laughed like that in a long time. Haven't talked to certain people like that in a long time. It was great. =)

To be comforted by the Lord not to feel better or satisfied, but so that we may comfort others.