Ups and Downs

I was really down today. Feel like not doing anything any more. I played really bad today also. Haiz. I dunno why. I realise that I've been too ego when I had improved before my holiday to melbourne. Then I expected to be better when I came back. I must stop myself before the fall. Yea. I would like to thank to people today. You 2 really encouraged me even though you didn't know it. You thanked me for setting up every week at crosslink. Thank you, Miss Grasshopper.



You have taught me to be ego. :P Not too much though. But enough to at least take pride in the things I do. I thank you for ignoring me, yet not ignoring me, and for all the crazy fun you have brought me. Thanks fellow egoteer.(:

Maybe I'm just ambitious,

But I refuse to believe

That what the world is selling me

Is all we have to live for.

Maybe that's optimism,

Maybe it's realism,

The way I see things

When I look at the sunset

When I look at the stars

On a clear night

There's something inside of me

That awakens and i come alive

For something bigger than myself

Something bigger than

The wad of cash in my pocket

That's what this song is about

Stepping outside of ourselves.

Save yourself, and you'll lose yourself

If you lose yourself, You'll find yourself

I don't want to be conformed to this world

I wanna be transformed

I use to listen to punk rock a lot when I was a kid

Back when, punk rock meant being different or something

And thats something I can believe in

Not just for the fact for being different

Because what i see in this world

Sometimes it's so wrong

With that in mind,



I Dare You To move.



Jon Foreman - Switchfoot