I picked the Red pill

When I went for the comm meeting on Monday, I realise that my mental block during the comm meetings always happen, and it was because the evil one is putting thoughts in my head saying I always cant think of anything. And I'm thankful I overcomed it there and then. yea. I realise most of my life is blinded by thoughts satan puts in me. For example, when I was young I feared talking to people I don't know. Link when ordering food, or inquiring of something. I would stammer and freeze. Up to just now, I realise I had already gotten over it. But just that satan still puts in the thought there that I am still not capable, and than I still get afraid of talking. I overcame it today. I am going to overcome it forever. I realise I must be childlike. Today I saw Ezra. He like had totally no fear, with nothing holding him back. He like lives as though, trusting God totally. That's the way we should be. Thank you jie and crystal for helping me overcome it.