I like the way life is now.. its just a balance of responsibility, having fun.. where i have not too many things i need to care abt.. and i can still have time to be care-free.. i wish this would last forever.. the good things and the bad things now.. i wish it would just stay this way.. the future in uncertain.. maybe 2, 3 years later.. maybe i wouldnt enjoy myself as much as i do now.. i know i definately have more responsibilities.. wat if i dont have the ppl im close 2 now? its too hard to let go.. like now.. i've got my frens.. sch ppl, ad, paul, jiehui, glori,tee, and the other ppl in my class.. wat if tmr they were all gone.. i also got the crosslink comm.. i guess its more than a comm already.. we r like a family.. so close.. like belly, crys, amos, jane, favian n my jie.. though me favian and jie r closer.. the rest r still close enough.. i guess the future its an unknown for all.. just have to treasure wat is now, and trust the Lord with wat comes next..