Ineffable

Why the tension? Why the pain? Why all this must happen? Why am I totally not aware of whats happening? What am I to do? Why the voice inside my head won't stop? Why are there still no complete trust? Is "friends" not what I have known as all my life? Why do I still go out if my cell feels so much better? Why the tension? Why the pain? Why all this must happen? Why am I totally not aware of whats happening? What am I to do? Why the voice inside my head won't stop? Why are there still no complete trust? Is "friends" not what I have known as all my life? Why do I still go out if my cell feels so much better?

Explain to me the Ineffable,

bacause I can't accept it..

Why the tension? Why the pain? Why all this must happen? Why am I totally not aware of whats happening? What am I to do? Why the voice inside my head won't stop? Why are there still no complete trust? Is "friends" not what I have known as all my life? Why do I still go out if my cell feels so much better? Why the tension? Why the pain? Why all this must happen? Why am I totally not aware of whats happening? What am I to do? Why the voice inside my head won't stop? Why are there still no complete trust? Is "friends" not what I have known as all my life? Why do I still go out if my cell feels so much better?

Maybe all things just go to waste.