Silence...

These are one of the many times when im alone, im my room.. with nothing to do.. no one to talk to.. i just sit here and stare at my screen.. makes me think back.. all the stupid things i do in the past.. haha! not many REAL regrets though.. :) yea.. and then i think of stuff that i try to do now.. but somehow it just doesnt work out.. i dunno if im doing the right thing also.. haiz.. oh well.. these are all wants anyway.. may not be His plans.. dont think they are anyway...

EVERMORE

YAY! got the latest Planet Shakers album finally! :P nice songs.. haha! yea.. anyway.. :P going beach tmr!! yay! better than staying at home.. oh well.. :P

Long Holidays.. and?

wha.. this week only got 1 day of sch for me.. yea.. thats tmr.. haha! nothing to do at home man.. oh well.. anyway.. how many of u feel that sometimes ur parents just get stuff for ur siblings like no one's business, but for u it just takes a hard time for them to even get u a small thing.. :P haha! oh well.. thats always the case in my family.. :P

Magnificent, Holy Father

How Great is our God

He is the Alpha and Omega

The Beginning, The End

He knows every bit of his creation

Every inch was designed by Him

From a blooming flower,

To the clouds in the sky,

He plans every step carefully

From the birth of a new born child,

To the death of a star with a magnificent supernova



Praise Him in his glory and Wisdom

Ascribe greatness to the Rock, Most High

CrossLink today was the usual.. good in a way.. yea.. :P anyway.. after that went to sunshine plaza to eat dinnner.. :P yea.. was good.. then later went bugis.. :P with crystal james amos gerald.. yea.. bought a new T shirt man.. haha! yea.. nice nice.. crys got a tshirt for ethel.. ethel! better like it.. i help her choose.. haha! yea.. oh well... james also get new Tshirts.. haha! think we are all gonna wear it tmr.. ;P oh well.. yep.. :)

DOTA! Good bye Yiloong

today after POA paper i went home.. so boring right? haha! yar.. so boring.. then later went out and play DOTA with susu weiwen xl sean charles darius glenn.. yea! was fun.. haha! this is the 2nd time i play only man.. manage to play well... haha! killed quite a few ppl.. :P oh well.. anyway.. later went out with Yiloong and aiman.. probly the last time we ever go out again.. yea.. haiz.. ohwell.. wat a long frenship we have.. :) went to watch movie and play pool.. yea.. the movie was good.. even though yiloong thought it was lousy.. :P we watched Must Love Dogs... nice show man.. :) must watch ppl.. :) the pool i only stayed a while coz it was late.. yea.. met paul ting and koon cho there.. havent seen them in a long time man.. yea.. today saw a lot of old friends.. :) ohwell.

screw history... losing another fren..

today was lousy.. i confirm fail my history.. gonna die haiz... must study harder.. oh well.. My fren is going off on sunday man.. haiz.. sian.. so sad.. known him so long.. pri sch fren.. oh well.. cant do anything.. i thank God that he came into my life..

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Would you look at her

She looks at me

She's got me thinking about her constantly

But she don't know how I feel

And as she carries on without a doubt

I wonder if she's figured out

I'm crazy for this girl

My new layout

hey guys.. i made a new layout... :P more of greyscale now.. yea.. the flash took me a long time man.. but i did it in the end.. :P i need more ideas to put in that.. haha! yea.. anyway.. those of u who saw this layout without the flash... that one was unfinished..yea.. :) yep.. and the poll is on the right! :)

Want or give?

You know sometimes there are like so many things in life u have to do.. but the one thing that u want to do just doesnt happen... or rather time is not a hand.. or maybe its just not in God's plan..

i havent blogged in a week man.. thats long.. haha! not very often like this.. yea.. oh well.. anyway.. yesterday was fun!! :P haha! after Crosslink went to PS with jie crystal and amos.. :P yea.. ate at KFC then talked like for the whole time.. haha! was super funny man.. talked abt all the old times.. yea.. :) anyway.. today church was fun.. did evaluation in class.. yea.. was kind of fun also.. talked to paul.. yea.. :) later went to PS again with stella, sing ee, james lucy amos gerald.. haha! then later went pool again.. yea.. so fun.. yea.. :P i won lucy.. haha! tsk tsk.. wen kai came later.. pro guy man.. haha! almost won him.. one ball difference only.. :P oh well.. :) now back home.. been thinking abt stuff.. i guess i just have to turst God.. I think abt doing and do so much for to make things "better" for myself and others.. but then i think im just doing it all by myself and not relying on Him..

church today was fun! haha! :P yea.. had chapter study today.. on John chapter 1.. haha! so funny man.. whole class joking around in a good way.. still learn a lot.. :P yea.. :P later went to PS with james lucy elroi.. yea.. ate at long john again.. haha! and went to play pool again.. :P damn funny.. :P esp the last game... any how whack.. haha! but the second last was the best!! :P haha! i did all the stylo shots.. haha! so pro.. :P haha! funky shots man.. :P

had crosslink today.. yea.. was ok..yea.. had a few ppl today only.. yea.. less than usuall.. i played again.. :) haha! i was satisfied with it.. :) yea.. oh well.. went to send tee off later.. yea.. haiz.. another person gone.. haiz.. oh well.. anyway.. i was listening to this song.. All for Love.. yea.. its a good song.. im gonna put up this song soon..



All for Love



All for love a Father gave

For only love could make a way

All for love heavens cried

For love was crucfied



Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask

And how many times have You heard me pray

Drawn near to me



Everything I need is You

My beginning, my forever

Everything I need is You



Let me sing all for love

I will join the angel song

Ever holy is the Lord

King of Glory

King of all



All for a love a Saviour prayed

Abba Father have Your way

Though they know not what they do

Let the Cross draw man to You





The first verse:

All for love a Father gave

For only love could make a way

All for love heavens cried

For love was crucfied



it really shows how much love God has for us.. its really so much.. who on earth will give his own son away to die?



then in the pre chorus it says:

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart

But still You forgive

If only I ask



indeed we have so much sin that we keep breaking His heart again and again.. and He still forgives.. He is indeed King of Glory, King of All..

had POA exam today.. super hard.. stupid wee go and make dunno wat question... cannot even do lar.. sian. gonna fail.. oh well.. had prac later.. haha! was quite ez.. :P haha! stupid smell is still on me man.. i dunno y.. can still smell it.. yea.. anyway.. tmr crosslink im playing again.. :D and tee is going off tmr.. :(

since crystal say i copy her song.. haha! even though we put at exactly the same time.. :P haha! i shall change its.. yea.. you can stop the song by pressing the button on the right.. its a the bottom.. yea.. below the firefox button.. anyway.. had SS paper.. the SEQ was ez the SBQ was hard.. sian.. oh well..



Til I see You



The greatest love that anyone could ever know

That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You



With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come

And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You



I will live to love You

I will live to bring You praise

I will live a child in awe of You



You are a voice that called the universe to be

You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in you



You alone are God of all

You alone are worthy Lord

And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

woke up sweating today man.. haha! so hot.. yea.. anyway.. in the morning just played games.. yea.. later went to ad's house.. yea.. did some work there then played bball.. :P yea.. the guy there damn extra.. this old ah beng guy.. act so big lar.. haha! keep wanting us to play with some other ppl.. so stupid.. he cant even play.. haha! oh well.. at home now.. doing my ss.. yea.. hope i've fully recovered man.. :)

yesterday was ok... went church.. went for service.. the guy was talking abt gays.. yea.. :P after church went to eat lunch at ps.. lucy james elroi ethel eliza me went to play pool after that.. yea.. acutally only lucy james elori and me.. eliza ethel had to leave.. yea.. after that just went home lor.. yea... haiz.. im sick now.. vomitted last nite.. fever now.. sian.. oh well..





Who am I





Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star

Would choose to light the way

For my ever wandering heart



Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are



I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

Vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours



Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin

Would look on me with love and watch me rise again

Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea

Would call out through the rain

And calm the storm in me



Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are



I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

Vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours



I am Yours

Whom shall I fear

Whom shall I fear

'Cause I am Yours

I am Yours

got carnival today.. ended up helping ethel james joel lucy.. haha! yea.. the fishing bottles shop.. :P haha! then i got bored and went up with ad to the worhip prac.. :) yea.. :P after that.. they closed the store and we sat on the 4th floor talking crap.. me ethel ad tee joel elroi.. haha! yea.. started with stupid cake.. which tee didnt want to eat.. then we talked abt ghost.. :P haha! then it lead to gays.. haha! super funny man.. :P haha! oh well.. we should do more of that.. :P

just came back from FOP.. haha! was good.. though not very.. :P hillsongs and delerious was there.. yea.. me ethel crystal lucy james amos jiamin went with us.. :P belly went with moses.. :P haha! grace and mag with ewen.. eliza with her sch frens.. su was there too... :P oh well.. when finish crys ethel eliza went home.. the rest of us just roaming around man.. haha! so funny.. we were like running around for no reason.. :P haha! oh well.. then i realise i got one bus home from there.. haha! oh well.. cya guys tmr at the carnival.. im not helping out.. :P

my stupid HD crash!!! ARRR!!! freak man.. gonna lose everything.. freak!!!!

today was another ordiary day when suddenly during recess, the sky started to turn so black! first it was half black and the other half was still super sunny.. then after a while.. the whole thing was black! like in War of The Worlds!!





The black side of the sky!





In between the dark and light





The ramaining of the light



haha! yea! that was it.. the whole sky was dark.. and i wasnt the only one who experienced it.. ethel got it too at her sch.. :P haha! weird sky huh.. yea.. but it was super cooling after that coz it rained like siao.. :P

i need to study more.. yea.. been thinkin more abt my future.. yea... damn scared.. yea.. but i know i can count on Jesus to bring me through.. :) anyway.. cant wait for FOP this friday!!! haha! :D