Decisions

I made a really bad decision yesterday. Asriel Tan, I don't blame you for bringing me there man. I just shouldn't have been influenced into doing something which I do not like to do. Good thing it's settled and I can get my money back. oh well.



I was going home after settling the above, and I was listening to one of my favourate songs, Worlds Apart by Jars of Clay. It's an old song. This song has a long bridge that goes super high (which I can't reach). yea. It goes,

I look beyond the empty cross

Forgetting what my life has cost

And wipe away the crimson stains

And dull the nails that still remain

More and more I need You now

I owe You more each passing hour

Battles between grace and pride

I gave up not so long ago

So steal my heart and take the pain

And wash the feet and cleanse my pride

Take the selfish, take the weak

And all the things I cannot hide

Take the beauty, take my tears

My sin-soaked heart, make it Yours

Take my world all apart

Take it now, take it now

And serve the ones that I despise

Speak the words I can't deny

Watch the world I used to love

Fall to dust and thrown away

I look beyond the empty cross

Forgetting what my life has cost

Wipe away the crimson stains

And dull the nails that still remain

Steal my heart, take the pain

Take the selfish, take the weak

And all the things I cannot hide

Take the beauty, take my tears

Take my world apart, take my world apart

I pray, I pray, I pray

Take my world apart

The part which hit me was the part highlighted in red.

Watch the world I used to love

Fall to dust and thrown away

I look beyond the empty cross

Forgetting what my life has cost

It's like everthing you have now, all that you have in your life, could just be destroyed, fall to dust. It could just all go. And I think thats why we look beyond that Cross, forgetting the cost of our lives. No human died for us, but the God of everything. This world is really nothing.