Saturday, December 30, 2006

New Years Eve, Eve!

Music: Jesse McCartney - The Best Day of My Life

Tomorrow is the last day of the year. 364 days just fly by so fast. Felt like nothing much happened this year even though a lot did happen.

Lost some, found some in the sands of time.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Nothing Much

Music: -

Finally! i haven't been able to access anything since the earthquake. A long time eh? Haha! Oh well. Christmas is over. Nothing much happening now. Just playing games, reading. Yea. Oh well. Got work to do actually. Yep. I'll do it later.

I need You.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Christmas Day

Music: -

Christmas this year was the worst. Yet one of the best for me. I felt like I wanted to just give up everything. I mean, what's the use of building up friendships if they are gonna be torn down in a matter of time? whats the use of being "good" when the bad always happens to you? I have ran so far away from God that I even felt that it didn't matter whether to follow Him or not, to feel that maybe the secular life is better.
But to my surprise, when I met Mingdao and Elroi today to just read the Bible, the read the book of 2 Corinthians. Though we only went through like half of chapter 1, I guess I really needed to hear what Paul sent to the church in Corinth.
When Mingdao lead the worship for the youth party, he prayed that we may live for God, even if it means losing our friends. Friendship has always been one of the most important things to me.
This christmas has taught me quite a lot. Need to pick up the pieces and carry on living for Him.

This afternoon after lunch with my family, we went to funan to get my shuffle. And I got the last in stock. =) yep. At night went for the youth party. It was very fun. Haven't laughed like that in a long time. Haven't talked to certain people like that in a long time. It was great. =)

To be comforted by the Lord not to feel better or satisfied, but so that we may comfort others.

Friday, December 22, 2006

Christmas Cantata

Music: Relient K - I Celebrate The Day

Today went to church in the afternoon. Suppose to help with the packing for the carnival, but by the time I got there and ate lunch they already finished. Yep. After that went to watch, Night at the Museum (I spelled correctly now vicky. :P) , with eliza and elroi. The show was good. Funny. I love the monkey, Dexter. Oh well. Anyway, went back for the Christmas Cantata in church. Was quite ok, not bad. Yep. After that went for prata with like so many people.

Immense beauty comes when you smile with your eyes. So smile. You were beautiful today.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Back from Paris

Music: Switchfoot - Awakening

My family is back! Finally! From Paris. Yep. It's been a month. Oh well. Tomorrow going church to help with stuff. Yea. I forgot what. Haha! Elroi ask me to go. Anyway, I officially hate singnet! Suddenly dc when I am playing, waste my money.

I have been watching One Tree Hill. Though it may sound a bit gay, but it's quite a good show at first, till it gets monotonous. Well, one thing about the show is that. Things never stay right. For a few reason. One, they always do things behind each others backs. Two, they always fall into the temptation of lust. Three, they always do what they say they will never do again. This is the cycle of the show. Things never stay well for a long time.

Is life really like this show? Is the world today really like this? I know shows do exaggerate, but if the world is really like that, it's just sad.

Oh! Gravity

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Home all day

Music: Switchfoot - Only Hope

Spent the day at home. Just watched movies, shows and play MS. Oh well. Oh yar, and I formatted my laptop. Yea. It's got a new look now. I mixed all my skinning stuff together. I can't say its really nice, but it's a new look. It's like a partial "copper" vista looking, yet with OS X sounds and other icons. Oh well.

Thank You for the good, the frustrating, the sad, the tough, the happy, the joyous.

You

Monday, December 18, 2006

Youth Camp

Music: -

Just came back from youth camp. Yea. Was good in a way. It was not like those spam all ur energy and have a lot of fun kind of camp, but it was like rest kind of camp. Yea. Reminded me that nothing is every certain besides God. I use to think that friends will always be there. Yea. But I was wrong, friends do fade away. Not that all will fade away, just that there is always a chance in this every changing world. Anyway, it's good to have all the overseas people back. (:

Because of who You are.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

The race

Music: Third Day - Mountain of God
A : yeah life is unpredictable, life's a race...

Me: Yep, it is. Remember to drink your water, if not will dehydrate! :P

A: God's our source of water...

Yep. Life is indeed a race. I was just talking a friend. This friend of mine has been going through so hard times. I realise that in this race, we do not run alone. Though sometimes it can be so hard to carry on, He is the one who gives us strength.

To my friend
Trust that the Lord will take care of everything. Leave it to Him.
Lord Jesus,
I pray that You will be by her side.
I pray that You will strengthen her.
Lord, I pray that she will once again rise up for You,
And that she will spread Your joy, Your love in her smile.
Lord, I pray that she will fear no evil,
For You are with her always.
Amen

I must go through the valley, to stand upon the Mountain of God.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Link to the Cross

Music: -

Link to the Cross. When I first heard this song, I cried. I really cried. I have no idea why, but it just made me. Singing it again today made me feel the same way too. It's just seems like i haven't changed since 4 years ago when I first heard this song. It's like I've have remained the same. Even though I know I haven't. Oh well.

You must love, as I have loved you.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

A few more days

Music: -

A few more days to my Common test on monday. I like haven't studied finish. Yea. I'm still complacent about all of it.

Something that is different.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

...

Music: -

So much for trying to surprise people.

To be remembered but not recognized.

...

Monday, December 04, 2006

SUPA Camp

Music: The Fray - Over My Head (Cable Car)

One word. Good! (: SUPA was fun, and tiring at the same time. Slept like 2 to 4hours a day only. (: Yea. Some of the kids are really nice lar. Some so cute. Of course got some that are really mischievous. Really amazing to see them worship. I was really touched by that. Sometimes it really just takes the simple things to move us. The simpleness of the faith of children, child-like faith.

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