Was at my aunty's wedding last nite.. super sian.. yea.. then went to msg eliza.. yea.. dunno then half way through just thought abt life.. i have mention it many times.. but i still cant get over the fact that i took something for granted and now i have lost it.. i just still regret.. i tot i could always fall back on that.. now its really gone.. haiz.. i cant help feelin like this.. i guess wat mingdao said is true.. if u lost everything would God alone be enough for you? that is most important..





anywayz.. im getting new com! :) yup.. gonna be good man.. yep.. :D and those of u who never seen the inside of an iPod, here's a pic of mine.. :P


does anyone even come here man..

today was a long day manz.. had sch then after that had some study session.. yea.. ended at 6pm.. yea.. just studied some stuff there..yea.. haiz.. anywayz.. im still hanging on to my regrets.. i have to let go and learn from my mistakes or else i will be stuck in this forever..

today boring day again.. nothing much happened in sch.. yea.. oh well.. tmr got the extra time in sch man.. some study thing.. until 6pm.. sian.. yea.. anywayz..talk to chelle again today.. yea.. she's good.. yep.. :) chinese new year coming manz.. hope i can eat soon..

Today went to put braces.. hahax!~ yea.. less pain then i tot.. but oh well.. still pain.. hahax!~ now cant eat for a while.. yea.. im super sian manz.. life seems to have no drive.. everyday doing the sames things.. i look forward to weekends..

argh! super boring.. damn sian.. everyday is like the same.. haiz.. anywayz.. im gonna put braces tmr.. yea.. sian.. dunno wat to say also..

sometimes i wonder if i am making the same mistakes i use to make.. falling into the same traps of satan.. i cant fool myself thinking everything will be alright forever.. i have to realise that God must be the center of my life, center of it all.. no matter how the world changes around me, no matter how hurt i can get.. Trust in the Lord..

a new day.. a 2nd chance? i guess its just wat i make of it.. its all my attitude towards stuff.. i guess i just have to not make the same mistake as i made last time.. hold on to wat u have.. remember dont take it for granted.. hope it turns out good..

today sian day in sch.. yea.. had pe.. sian one.. i think tmrs one is gonna just run again.. yea.. oh well.. anywayz.. susu coming crosslink on sat.. ser also.. :P got new ppl.. yay.. crosslink is blessed by the Lord man.. :D

last nite sent chelle off.. yea.. so many ppl went.. yea.. well.. didnt really get the chance to talk to her on the spot but i think i said wat i wanted to say.. yea.. didnt really feel the pain when she was leaving.. only later in the MRT that i realise how much i miss her.. argh! haiz.. she remembered almost every detail of me in the letter she gave me.. well.. you'll never know wat you've got till its gone..





anywayz.. at least i met someone new there.. hahax!~ yea.. oh well.. later went to cycling in sentosa with susu, xl, brandon, chris, russel, shuiloong, julian, charles and sean.. yea.. me and susu were talking to serene on the phone.. hahax!~ yea.. it was kind of fun until they got drunk.. they didnt know wat they were doing lar.. then they puke all over.. only me susu brandon and chris were ok.. me and susu because we didnt drink, brandon & chris coz they knew how to control.. yea.. shui loong was the wosrt.. kept puking everywhere manz.. russel fell into his own puke.. julian rolled into shit on the floor.. oh well.. this is wat crazy ppl do..

todays the day.. haiz.. mixed feelings.. what is meant to happen will happen.. an angel i rely so much on, an angel that picked me up from loneliness, and angel i could share everything, an angel that let me fall to learn, and angel that shared my joy and pain, an angel that showed me the light.. an angel that is now leaving.. if i could change the world to make u stay, i would.. but i guess u have ur dreams to.. i should be happy for you..





treasre wat u have before its gone.. i took it for granted..

hi hi.. today sch was so sian.. all the lessons.. then at the end also have to plan for for funfair.. oh well.. anywayz all of u must buy tickets from me ar.. hahax!~ yea.. anywayz.. after that went with some ppl to snooker.. so sian.. one game more than half an hour.. boring.. yea.. later went to town with sameul, mark choo, weiwen and max.. talk cock.. super funny manz.. hahax!~ yea.. later then went home.. yup.. anywayz.. chelle is leaving tmr.. haiz.. wish she didnt go.. oh well.. must be happy for her..

the drive.. sometimes its like its not there.. sometimes ur full of it..but where does it come from? i feel i've lost the drive to work hard.. even though i know the reason y i must.. haiz.. Lord, help me, guide me..

today sian in sch manz.. nothing to do.. haiz.. anywayz.. went to ikea today.. yea.. gonna remake my room.. when there to choose stuff.. yea.. my room is like damn empty now lar.. nothing inside.. hahax!~ yea.. anywayz.. i gtg now.. byez..

hello.. new year new stuff.. my final year in sec sch.. haiz.. even though i feel like i wasted one year but then i think its worth it.. things that have happened, have happened.. and i regret many stuff.. then i look on the better side.. things are still good as it is from God.. and i should be thankful for it.. yep.. oh well.. chelle is leaving this sat.. feel kind of at a lost.. yea.. at least i know that she's not going for good.. :) chelle this song is for you..

hello! im back.. change the layout.. hahax!~ now its better.. yup. anywayz.. i'll update tmr.. super tired now.. nite nite.. happy birthday ethel and eliza!

hey guys.. sorry for the long time i have not updated.. i will be bz for a while.. yea.. gonna remake this site.. so yar.. wont be updating for a while.. yup.. but still come here to tag! hehe!