Music? Musik

Finally after many many long long time. :P For those of you who know. I always had music on my blog. Then suddenly it dissapeared of a long time. And now it's back. :P Now it's Uncle Kracker - Follow me. :) Very old but nice song.

Your Name Here (Sunrise Highway)

Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen’s Avenue
Go right at the first stoplight
And I’ll be outside waiting for

you

Take My Life

I was reading Belinda's blog. She had Matthew 6:34 on her latest post. I have seen this verse like a million times but yet this time it hit me the hardest. Maybe it's because the way it is? Not the usual NIV version. I have no idea what version this is but really helped more. For all my life, I have worried and worried. Worried even about things that have nothing to do with me. Yea. Last week I spent the whole week worrying also. About you. Yea. And I realise I don't have to. It helped me realise that I need God more. Things didn't turn out the way I had expected it. Things never do. But I know He is in control.

I guess I won't label experience with you as a mistake. It really got me to wake up. And even though things didn't work out the way I wanted it to, I'm still glad it turned out this way, my best friend.

I have spent this whole week in sentosa. Not only having fun, but spent much time trying to find myself again, to find a purpose for this life. Well, I did not find myself, I found Jesus. Years ago, one of my friends asked, "If everything but Jesus disappears, would He be enough for you?".

"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes"
Matthew 6:34

Third Day - Take My Life
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the sand on the shore
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it once more.

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus

How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the stars in the sky
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it tonight.

What a way to end the week eh? (: Whole week of searching, with the last day to let it all to Him.

Funny "Queer" Pictures

Wanted to blog this long time ago, but I was lazy. Haha! Oh well. I kind of miss sentosa a bit. :P haha! Especially the many many smoothies, waffles and ice cream from lizhen and yena. Haha! (: Oh well.
Go to the Smile Singapore site. Haha! Someone submited not his face. really lol man. :P This one from Mr. Brown's blog.

This one I got from Mr. Miyagi's blog. haha! Joakim Gomez looks like Jimmy Neutron. lol!

Off-time

Long day today. Alpha from 1230 till like 530. yea. (: Oh well. I seem to have nothing to say. lol! oh well. At home now.

Sometimes perfect timing just seems so perfect. But actually, things are totall off. Timing is actually totall off? lol. Oh well.

I think I made it?

Now at Sentosa again, waiting for shawn to come and for lizhen to finish her work. Stoning here mostly. Also admiring the beauty that the earth was created to be. Oh well. Sometimes u just have to sit back and take it all in. (: True beauty is when one also appreciates the "flaws".

Still getting shot, but I know I won't go down. Not this time.

Little by little

Went sentosa again. This whole week. Yea. (: Oh well. Im burnt now. Crazy days. Oh well. Goodnight.

Attacks set in again.

Model Shoot

Yesterday went to Sentosa with Shawn, Lizhen, Yena and Rachel. (: Haha! 3 girls went for job interview. Then we slacked all the way till at night man. (: I brought the 350D. yea. (: Had many good shots. It's my first unofficial model shoot. :P Haha! Here are the better pics.

You can view all here!

Anyway, Spent much of the time there trying to find myself again. I can say I found, I found myself crawling back to Jesus. Yea. Nothing is more important. I let go everything into His hands. Everything just seems to fall into place when I have my hope in you, Lord. I am once again, much More Than Fine. (:

Finding Me

I went out into the world this yesterday morning. I went out to the world to find myself again. Somehow everything in this world just doesn't seem as purposeful as it always has been.

I played for service. I didn't feel the same passion when I started off. I don't know why I am doing anything any more. I find no purpose. Talked to you today too. Didn't go as bad as I thought it would be. I have to get my mindset right on that. Yea. Anyway, later went out for lunch then came back to church. Then after that met shawn at where he worked. Yea. I stood there and talked to him for like 3 hours. 5 to 8pm. Then Lizhen and Yena came. Went for dinner then went to watch The Break Up at Cine. Suppose to watch See No Evil lar. But don't have. Oh well. The guy in the show is really stupid lar. When you watch then you will know what I mean. Yea. Went home after that. So late man.

That's about it for my day. But behind all this, all I'm trying to do is to get crazy just to forget all the stupid mistakes I did to you. Keeps raging in my mind. That's why I stayed out the whole day, good thing my friends could go out too. But then again, why am I chasing this temporary high that I get from you? or from the craziness when I'm with my friends? I know life is difinately more than that. But yet I still live that way.

Well, I'm home now. Almost starting to think about things again. I was viewing photos at ClubSNAP again. Some guy posted pictures of COSI Children's Village, it'san orphanage just outside Phnom Penh, Cambodia. The Ting Family went there too last year. Yea. Anyway, this photographer's pictures are so good! I really love them. They really make me want to keep looking at them. Yea. You can view all here. But the photo that struck me the most was this.

It's really reminds me that I need to pray. A lot. To pray pray pray. Remember those times when you were a kid? When parents or church teach you how to pray? Place your hands together, close your eyes, bow your head. Yea. Then later in life you learn to kneel in addition to that. Yea. The point is that I don't see myself doing that. I really need to do that. Pray.

Science has proven that we can live approximately 72hrs without water, Spiritually, you can only live a few minutes without hope. The Lord is my only hope.

Losing My Mind for nothing

Argh! Being stuck at home the whole day sucks. Keeps making me think that you are avoiding me when you are just very busy this week. Argh! Crazy crazy. It's killing me man. Yesterday also. Lucky yesterday not that bad. Went out with Lizhen, Fazil, KT.. Went bowling. Yea. Later went to meet shawn, ben and yena at taka. Yep. Ate dinner then went lizhen's mom's pub.

This is my Fav pic


Old Bikes at Lizhen's


KengTheng


Mao


130am in the morning

Quietness

I realise in my moments of quietness, is when I need You most. I need you most. I can't survive without You. For in these quiet moments, another thought keeps haunting me. Keeps me worrying. But I know You are in control, that is why I so need You, Lord.

Super Ex-Girlfriend

Today was ok. Went town with val, seth and leonard. Yea. Ate at Pizza Hut. Oh well. Later watched movie with val only. Watched Super Ex-Girlfriend. Yea. (: Oh well. It was a fun day though. (: Oh well.

Operation DC

Today CM test was good. Not as hard after I spent the whole afternoon doing maths. yea. Oh well. Later stayed in school to study COS. Haha! Shawn, Ken and me did some really stupid things. :P Haha! There's this gigantic inflatable cake in the center of the atrium. We went to switch it off. :P Haha! Watch this.

I want to shout it out.
I hope you'll not one day become bored of me.

Frontside

It's really 1 trick per week so far. I have been skating for 3 weeks liao. First was soul, then mizou, and today I can do frontside. =) yay! Oh well. Later went to clementi to study with shawn. Whole day lar. Now then just got home. Did quite a lot of stuff. Oh well.

When you ride this wave, you have got to feel it.

Mind

I find myself waking everyday with a new beginning, but only you have lingered in my mine for a long time. Somehow you are just there. Sometimes that thought makes me really happy that I know you, sometimes it just troubles me as I begin to imagine things. Somehow I am so sure of it, but still scared to do anything. You will probably never see this though. Could be a good thing that you will never see.

My mind screams to slow down as my body races forward..

Festival of Praise

Some how, FOP always doesn't seem as good as the year before. I remember the first time I went, tng brought me. It was super good. It was when United Live was there doing songs from their To The Ends of The Earth album I think. If I'm not wrong. That was like the best ever. I dunno man. I really loved that one. Oh well. Another thing is that the people I go with keeps getting less and less. This year only val, alicia and me. I remember, the first time I went, we had like 15 over people going also. (: Haha! Those were the times. Oh well. Don Moen was there this year. He was like a refreshing blast from the past. :P Haha! He's good. (: Oh well.

Best non-worship Christian artist - Swtichfoot, Relient K
Best Worship Christian artist - Reuben Morgan

To be more cautions or just follow emotions?

A Long Day

Too much to blog now. Today was a really long day. Just reached home. Oh well. Tomorrow morning going skating again. (: Thank You, Lord.

I miss the sound of your voice.

Many Many Java

Another day with a lot of java. Explained to Ben and Rachel fully. Now Shawn is half way. Later tonight it's Yena. I need to study COS and CM lar. Sian. Did so little today. Oh well, I was readin Glori's blog and got this from there.

Why Do We Love?

I could love a person for her looks
but once that fades away
my love would
too

I could love a person for his faith
but should he once falter
(as we all do)
my love wouldn't know what to do

I could love a person for her wit
but a time will come where no words or numbers
could add up to it
where then, shall love reside

I could love a person for his heart
but that which is engraved upon
is as easily washed anew
as declarations on sand - love sent into remand

but if I loved a person for no reason at all.

That is why I know my God loves me, and you too.(:

4am and on my mind

Though Ten Thousand May Fall

I was doing devotions this morning. Then this verse came up, Psalm 91. It reminds us that we have to place all trust in the Lord, for only He can deliver us. We do not have to be afraid of anything when we dwell in the Lord.

Psalm 91

1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

2 I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."

3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.

4 He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

5 You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,

6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.

7 A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.

8 You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.

9 If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-

10 then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.

11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;

12 they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."

How to help?

Today went to school for CATS for nothing!! :P Suppose to present again lar. But then the other team took up all the time. yea. And I don't think he remembered we were suppose to present again. oh well. That's about it. stayed in school and finished up my java. Left the comments only. Sigh man. I dunno how to help like yena, lizhen, shawn and the others. I just can't seem to find how to explain.

I really don't feel like remaking a blogskin. Last time make so many. I dunno, i think last time I make so that, I would be unique, and like was uncousiously trying to show off. Oh well. I'm done with that. (:

Profound beauty, in the simplest ways.