Happy Happy!

Today after school went to watch lakehouse. :P so funny lar.. this kind of romantic show, watch with my classmates. lol! When movie finish then see so many couples walking out. Haha! Oh well. (:

IM HAPPY!!! (: lol! just happy.. happy happy.. crazy me. (: Haha! oh well. (: Exams next week. Shouldn't get too distracted also.

The Perfect Timing

Hmmm.. Lets see. I'm glad God didn't give me that gift earlier. If He did, then I would have been too immature to use it, and then waste it all. Thank you, Lord.

The Chronicles of My Nutty Friends

Went for service agian this week. yea. I feel like something is amiss. Oh well. Anyway, after church went with vicky, valerie and gloria for lunch. yea. Went to sakae man. :P Everytime I go there I spend a bomb. lol! :P Oh well. Gloria kept waiting the the sushi with the cucumber and rice only. Lol! then never come. :P As in come on the belt. :P haha! so funny lar. Oh well. (: Later we just walked around lar. Then stupid vicky and gloria run away leavin me and val. yea. :P Me and val just walked around and talk cock lar until she had to go. :P haha! super funny. Oh well. (:

Over Thinking

Skating was fun this morning!! :P haha! Went to skate park with lucy. :P haha! I can do a full soul grind already. :P Still falling on Frontside. Yea. Oh well. (: You can see the short soul grind here. Haha! Did longer ones though but not caught on camera

Crosslink was ok. Yea. Valerie was nuts as usual. :P Ate a lot of jellies. :P Oh well. Thats today.

I was thinking, overthinking
cause theres just too many scenerios
to analyze.

Thanks Char.

2 Long Days

Today was one crazy day! :p Most of my time in sch was spent doing WP project coz had to hand in by today. It was crazy man, stupid flash links in the end doesnt work. So changed it to image. oh well. It's still ok. (: So rush. Someone No one didn't do their part.

After school Rachel, Yena, Lizhen, KengTheng and I wanted to go like road trip lar. To all of our houses. :P In the end we just went KengTheng's house and met Rachel at Bukit Panjang Plaza. Ben, Shawn & Bala met us there also. Later they all came my house. Sorry Rachel, I dunno why, but yea. Bala pangseh us. oh well. After that we went to clementi for dinner, where Lizhen met her bf. Haha! So funny lar. We stand outside Macs and wave at them. :P Oh well. Long day. Travelled everywhere. :P



Anyway, tmr also will be a long day, going skating then Crosslink. Dunno whether going alastair's party at night. Oh well.

Remembering

Haha! Time really flies. Those pictures just remind me so much that you are not the 13 year old girl I first knew. :P haha! Oh well. A good friend, you have always been. Even though we are not close any more, thank you. (:



Little did I know that this madness calms me.



Anyway, went skating today! :P Spent a lot on my skates. Oh well. It was worth it. I can Soul Grind already. (: Haha! so fast. Good thing i started skating so that at least I can be fit. And stay away from my com. :P Haha! (:

He calms

Today started off sleepy. I was really sleepy. Went to school for CATS. I hate CATS totally. Had to do the powerpoint presentation today and do a skit. It was really stupid. Haiz. Really bad bad. And the worst thing is that we have to go back next week and redo the skit. Argh! Then we got released late again by Mr Chan! Gay lar. oh well. Volleyball was fun though, had like tournament after S&W also. Yea. my team made to semi-finals. Finals are tmr. We won all games lar. (: Yep. Oh well. Dunno whether can go for the finals also. sian. Oh well.



Thank you for calming my heart.

Type your name as you want others to see it

Today was really crazy!! :P Haha! Went library after school to do WP and study. We did some even though it was not like a lot. yea. (: After that Shawn, Ben, Ken, Bala & I went to KAP for dinner. Talked so much crap lar. Laugh until cannot laugh also. :P Super funny. (: Oh well. Fun times, fun times. (: Eh, got exam in 2 weeks man. I better study for COS and CM. Must do well. yea. And my java program still doesn't work. haiz. Better get it fixed soon.



Anyway, today I was in school looking my MSN, or should I say, WLM. Yea. I wanted to change my nick but I didn't know what to change it too. Then I noticed the wording above the box to place your nick, it said,



"Type your name as you want others to see it"



The part, ".. as you want others to see it", struck me. Have I been living the way I want others to see me? For me, I can't really say I have lived the way I want others to see me. As a Christian, I do not think I have live my life that reflects the glory and love of God in every aspect of my life. Many a time I have only prayed in the morning and then forget about Him for the whole day. That's not the way it should be. As Jeffery Goh spoke about yesterday, God does not want a touch and go relationship. I have to live my life in the way that when people look at me, they will not see me, but the God who lives in me. So that people will see that this love He has for me, which is better than everything else they have/had, is the same love He has for them.



Matthew 5:16 - In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.



1 Peter 2:12 - Live such good lives among the pagans that, though they accuse you of doing wrong, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day he visits us.

Usual

Church was ok today. Went for service instead of class. yea. (: Jeffery Goh is good lar. He was speaking today. yea. (: After that went to eat at united square then went lucy's house. Yea. nothing much happened. (:

Nacho Libre

Yesterday was good. (: Haha! Went for movie at like 1115pm. Ended at like 145am. Yea. Went with Weiwen, Russel, XL, Steven & Julian. (: Watched Nacho Libre. :P Haha! Val! I watched it first!! :P yea. :P oh well. Thanks guys. (: I'm gonna get new phone, get skates!! :P

18th Birthday

Today was really unexpected. Those whom I didn't think would do anything, did something, those that I thought would remember, didn't wish me til very late. Oh well. What a weird change. Thanks to the people in my class 1T02!! (: Haha! really appreciate it.(: My classmates have never done anything for me before. Only now. (: That's why I was surprised. Yep. Thanks Yena for getting the cake, thanks fazil for being body guard. Thank You All. Oh well.



Thank You Vicky. (: Thanks.

I am 18 and ageing.

Some how it turned out all different than I expected. Maybe? Maybe not?

37 mins

The last 37 mins. Somehow, I am happy yet not happy. Thinking back, I am really blessed with what I've got. A long way I have gone, yet there is still much more.



Remember exactly one year ago, from 37 mins from now? Remember that night you called me? I remember. Thank birthday for me was the best. I somehow will always think back to it. Thank you for making that year the best.



I wonder what this year will be like......

Complacency be something I can't shake.

This blog use to me my noisy escape when I was quiet. I placed everything I felt like saying here. But I guess it has changed. I'm more crazy outside now. And I have fewer things to say here. Only when my quiet side takes over once in a while, then I feel like blogging.

This complacency is getting the better of me. It's really becoming something I can't shake off. I'm taking for granted the people around me, taking God for granted again. Don't want to blend in, but I am.



He is the Author of Salvation.

Finding Me

Up and down. Up and down. Up and down. Up and down.

Always has been this way. Some how today didn't go as bad as I thought it would be. But it was quite bad. Yet later it was good. Things just change suddenly.

I still trying to find myself.

Little things

Some little things in life I like to remember.(: I dunno if you ever notice these kind of things. These little things let me know that there is something more to this world than just doing all the mundane stuff. I'm glad. Sometimes I think I may be an irritance to you. But then again, you show me that I not. Oh well, Maybe I'm just cautious. Just these little things. (:

Pizza Party

Today was really busy. (: Today is the first week of the Alpha course in my church. We had a pizza party. (: Had to prepare many things. I'm the Logi I/C. Well, I feel satisfied when I do this kind of stuff. I have no idea why. Maybe it's because I like it. Just don't like it when people force me to do it. (: I played drums today also. Felt good playing. (: The turnout for the day was good. (: got quite a few new comers. Thank God. After that went to lucy's house with amos. Met jonk after that for prata! Haha! Haven't met him for so long. Finally man. (: Good times, good times. Anyway, I'm tired and still have stuff to do. Goodnight. Valerie, you watch out man. :P say I look like monkey. Haha!

The proverbial Sunrise

It's half way through the week! (: I must thank God for bringing me this far. :P through all the Computing maths I didn't know how to do. Through all the crazy fun in class. Through quiet nights. Through everything.



The proverbial sunrise, simply beautiful.

Ups and Downs

I was really down today. Feel like not doing anything any more. I played really bad today also. Haiz. I dunno why. I realise that I've been too ego when I had improved before my holiday to melbourne. Then I expected to be better when I came back. I must stop myself before the fall. Yea. I would like to thank to people today. You 2 really encouraged me even though you didn't know it. You thanked me for setting up every week at crosslink. Thank you, Miss Grasshopper.



You have taught me to be ego. :P Not too much though. But enough to at least take pride in the things I do. I thank you for ignoring me, yet not ignoring me, and for all the crazy fun you have brought me. Thanks fellow egoteer.(:

Maybe I'm just ambitious,

But I refuse to believe

That what the world is selling me

Is all we have to live for.

Maybe that's optimism,

Maybe it's realism,

The way I see things

When I look at the sunset

When I look at the stars

On a clear night

There's something inside of me

That awakens and i come alive

For something bigger than myself

Something bigger than

The wad of cash in my pocket

That's what this song is about

Stepping outside of ourselves.

Save yourself, and you'll lose yourself

If you lose yourself, You'll find yourself

I don't want to be conformed to this world

I wanna be transformed

I use to listen to punk rock a lot when I was a kid

Back when, punk rock meant being different or something

And thats something I can believe in

Not just for the fact for being different

Because what i see in this world

Sometimes it's so wrong

With that in mind,



I Dare You To move.



Jon Foreman - Switchfoot