Ting Household

Yea! At lucy's house I ate almost the whole tub or bakua and a whole tub of Ben & Jerry's Chunky Monkey! Haha! im gonna die man. After that went over to mingdao's house. yep. Had fun there. Watched like Bruce Almighty again. It reminded me of something. That I really need to pray more. yea. anyway, played some games there. yea. Was really fun. (: Here are yesterdays pics! From Lucy's house!



* Thank You. You may never know what you done for me though. (: Thank You Lord too.

Lee Household

I'm at lucy's house now. Staying over there. yep. This afternoon we went swimming there. me, lucy, liwei, belly, elroi, leonard. yep. was fun lar. took a lot of pics. but there's something wrong with my XD card man. I think i can fix it lar. happen last time also. oh well.



Anyway, to you who has been worrying, learn to let go as it will never be the same again. The only way to get better is to leave it to God. There is no way to be exactly the same again. I am going through the same thing and I guess it took me a long time, but I did it in the end. Trust Him.

Boredom of Doom

I stayed at home the whole day. How boring. I hate this kind of days. Where even more is thought is generated in the mind and even less words out of my mouth than normal. Anyway, been having dreams everynight for the past month already. Almost all the time not knowing what I dreamt of. I wish it would stop. I feel like my mind has not rested, but only my body.

I'll Trade This

Let's see. Friday I woke up with really nothing to do again. tea. but then in the afternoon went to jie's house. Went there to help her with something. yep. well, the company was all I needed. That's what happens when you are deprived of people at home. hehe! oh well. Stayed over at her house. And I had a kind of weird but nice dream that night. I shall not say what it is. (:



Saturday morning. Had Crosslink Comm meeting. The first meeting of the new Comm. yep. We didn't finalise the roles yet but we more or less know what roles. yea. Well. PS talked to the new comm one by one. yea. Thanks Belly! (: I dunno why but when you and jie were there was PS was talking to me, I somehow felt like you understand how I was feeling. Haha! (: Thank you too, jie. (: Went for lunch with jie, belly, lucy, amos, PS at balestier. At night just went for reunion dinner. Anyway, I love this song. Better Together by Jack Johnson.



I would trade this time of my life now for nothing, even though not everything is going well, He is sufficient.



*It's fading away. Good and Bad. I wish you all the best.

Decisions

I made a really bad decision yesterday. Asriel Tan, I don't blame you for bringing me there man. I just shouldn't have been influenced into doing something which I do not like to do. Good thing it's settled and I can get my money back. oh well.



I was going home after settling the above, and I was listening to one of my favourate songs, Worlds Apart by Jars of Clay. It's an old song. This song has a long bridge that goes super high (which I can't reach). yea. It goes,

I look beyond the empty cross

Forgetting what my life has cost

And wipe away the crimson stains

And dull the nails that still remain

More and more I need You now

I owe You more each passing hour

Battles between grace and pride

I gave up not so long ago

So steal my heart and take the pain

And wash the feet and cleanse my pride

Take the selfish, take the weak

And all the things I cannot hide

Take the beauty, take my tears

My sin-soaked heart, make it Yours

Take my world all apart

Take it now, take it now

And serve the ones that I despise

Speak the words I can't deny

Watch the world I used to love

Fall to dust and thrown away

I look beyond the empty cross

Forgetting what my life has cost

Wipe away the crimson stains

And dull the nails that still remain

Steal my heart, take the pain

Take the selfish, take the weak

And all the things I cannot hide

Take the beauty, take my tears

Take my world apart, take my world apart

I pray, I pray, I pray

Take my world apart

The part which hit me was the part highlighted in red.

Watch the world I used to love

Fall to dust and thrown away

I look beyond the empty cross

Forgetting what my life has cost

It's like everthing you have now, all that you have in your life, could just be destroyed, fall to dust. It could just all go. And I think thats why we look beyond that Cross, forgetting the cost of our lives. No human died for us, but the God of everything. This world is really nothing.

Psalm 118:8

Psalm 118:8 -

It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in man.



today was a real boring day man. Really had nothing to do. sian. oh well. (: anyway, get well soon crystal. (:

It's to You I will always return

Really have been thinking things out. Yea. And I realise I shouldn't be doing what I did yesterday. I shouldn't run away. I should face it. Thank You, Jie. Without you talking to me, I think it would have been worst. I realise I want that thing so much that many times I am blinded to God. I realise that sometimes God is not even there in my heart. I shall not say what. I will stop being that way. I have to stand not on my own might but by God's strength. Trust. One thing I have still yet to learn when I always thought I knew what it was.



"Do you realise that everytime you worry about something, you're robbing yourself of God's joy?" - You know who.



Thank you for saying this.



Today went for mingdao's birthday party. Was super funny. We did Whose Line? again. yep. Super funny. Can't explain man. You have to be there. And thank you for being you.



It's to You, I will always, always return. Lord.

Sorry

I'm sorry Lord. I don't know what to do. I don't want to think abt it too. I really needed that cry. So lost at times.



Had Super Saturday 2 filming this morning. Super funny man. Haha! oh well. Later had Crosslink. Didnt really play well. yea. the new comm election was today. Well. then things happen. don't really want to say.

A Day of Trust

This morning was boring. Stayed at home. In the afternoon went to jie's house. Yup. Was raining like siao. Did some panning, if you know what I mean. Didn't do much but kept her company. Then watch smallville with vicky. At night the 3 of us went to heartland mall to buy the shirts for Super Saturday 2. vicky is really afraid of many things man. Haha! I shall not elaborate yep. Went back to her house for dinner. Then watch Whose Line Is It Anyway? yep. I made it through the day trusting my Lord. Thank You Lord.



I just changed the song. its from the Planetshakers new album, Arise. The song is called Set Me Free. The last song on the album. Too bad I cant find the lyrics for it yet but its a nice song. (:



View some todays pics here.

Listen, Time.

"If you defend, you are less likely to let in a goal. If you attack, you are more likely to let in a goal, but you may score too."



So listen for God's voice. Then you will know the right time to attack.



God is really not bound by the time or by anything as He created all of it. I suggest go read Mingdao's blog. I really love what he said. It really made me think.

Departure

Goodbye James.

Beach

Today went to sentosa with jie and lucy. Yep. Quite fun. We went cycling then we tanned. Haha! yea. Later came my house to bath then went with jie to ACJC. Later follow her to bass lessons also. Haha! really nothing to do man. Oh well. nice day. (:

Planetshakers - Angels Cry Holy

Before all time began

You had the perfect plan

To make us

In the image of Yourself



Although we went astray

You even planned that day

On which You sent Your Son

To pay the price



You took on all the sins of the world

And washed them all away

Bearing every curse upon that tree



With all my future plans

They're safe within Your hands

Far beyond my

Highest thoughts and prayers



With all my heart and soul

I'll praise You and extol

The mighty God

Who holds me in His arms



We all cry holy, holy

Holy is the Lord

The angels cry holy, holy

Holy is the Lord

Comfort Zones

Ever felt like everything is ripped away from you? All the things you treasure, the closest friend you have, the very fact that everything is just changing. It's just so hard. It's really out of my comfort zone. I dunno how to react, I don't even know what to do in the first place. Trusting Him has been harder during this time. So many things could just slip away. Like the probability of failing my O levels, the changing from my role now in the Crosslink comm to my new role when the next comm comes. When I go to poly, I don't know whether I can adjust fully to the environment. The worst that God leads me to let go of some of my close friends. I really don't want to, even though I know I have to. I just wish I could tell them all my frustrations, but then again, God is the only certainty.



But I do thank God for my friends who are there beside me to help me.

Miss Random - Glorijoy







jie jie







Crystal and Shifu Liwei

Just some of my friends. Sorry I cant put all of them. (:





P.S. I give my best. Take it or leave it.



F.O.L. Life is like fries, you always get fried.

Happy Birthday Tee!

Today I shall blog with pictures. yep. After Crosslink, we went to surprise tee! as it is her birthday. Though we got kind of surprised instead as she came in from the other way and we were not expecting it. Oh well. Before we makan, mingdao, james, paul, went to do pull ups. Haha! mingdao did the most. In the end he also climbed on top of it. =P

After makan, we talked a while. Then mingdao, jie and me went outside by the pool and talked.

Then I had a long talk with jie alone. yep. Thanks jie. I really needed it. anyway, later had the birthday song and stuff. Tee got dunked!!! Haha!

Yep.. Later when we were clearing, Paul was decorated with stars. Haha! His bod looks good.. haha! yep.

Photo quality is low due to the uploading on blogger server. Sorry guys. (:





P.S. Mingdao, James, Elroi, Tee : "See You Tmr!"

Fuji F11

I got my new camera today! Haha! Fuji F11. Yep. It is good. =P

Here's a pic of my new camera, taken with my old camera.

And here's a pic of my old camera, taken with my new camera.

Haha! I think the 2nd pic could look better.. just that i haven't figure the right settings.. yea.. oh well.. (:

I can iron ok.

Haha! Today I went to Crystal's house. Jonk was there in the morning. yea. We went to eat lunch then skate for a while. =P Haha! I realise I can jump and land with quite a lot of balance. anyway, Jonk left and I went back to her house and iron clothes for crystal. Haha! I good k.. oh well. Later we were doing the YM stuff. yea. Site and forum. I stayed til ethel got home from training then left. yep. Whoo Hoo! I may be getting my new camera tmr! And guys, pray for me, that I may get a job. (=

The Truth

The truth about thoughts. Whether you like it or not, satan is trying to put negative thoughts in your mind. So try not to think too much. When that happens, it is easier for satan to do his work. But thats not to say don't think at all. Let go, Let God.

Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday Ethel!

Happy Birthday Eliza!

16 is a good age! =P

Remember this pic? Haha! Its 3 years ago. When You guys were 13. Time really flies. (=

Sorry about the low quality pic. =P Haha!

Skin Deep

"I find a pretty girl with a bad character a bigger turn off than an ugly girl with a good heart" - Shifu ~ Liwei



"...but looks will only help you win battles, your strength of character will help you win the war." - Lucy



I took this from Lucy's blog. This 2 lines said by my 2 good friends. Think about it.

Friends, Games, Reflection.

Today went to church then had cap ball. yea. was kind of fun. oh well. What are friends for? haha! random

I'm like stoning now man. Like nothing comes to my mind to even blog. anyway, I'm still selling my iPod..



Anyway, the song now is from the show, Spirit: Stallion of the Cimeron. It's called This is Where I Belong by Bryan Adams. Yep. It's not a christian song but I was just thinking. The lyrics says in the last few lines,

And wherever I wonder,

The one thing I've learnt

It's to You,

I will Always,

Always Return.

I guess our christian life can be like this. We always tend to wander away from Christ. But always know that we can turn back to Him.

Bryan Adams - This Is Where I Belong



I hear the wind across the plain

A sound so strong - that calls my name

It's wild like the river - it's warm like the sun

Ya it's here - this is where I belong



Under the starry skies - where eagles have flown

This place is paradise - it's the place I call home

The moon on the mountains

The whisper through the trees

The waves on the water

Let nothing come between this and me



Cuz everything I want - is everything that's here

And when when we're all together - there's nothing to fear

And wherever I wander - the one thing I've learned

It's to You - I will always..

Always return

iPod 3rd Gen

I'm saying goodbye to my beautiful iPod. Haha! I'm selling it. Anyone interested? Contact me. (= It is still in perfect working condition and has no scratches at all. Comes with charger and firewire cable. Of course also the earphones(=

Death By Boredom

This week has been quite boring for me man. I don't want to stay at home. So boring!!! Haha! Today went out with lucy and elroi. yea. Was suppose to buy present for ethel but I couldn't find anything. Oh well. Anyway, tmr is saturday!! Yay!! Haha! It will seem weird man. I got something for eliza but not for ethel. Oh well.

Trust

I just read Mingdao's Blog and one thing stuck me. If God did tell us everything He has planned out for us, then we wouldn't understand the true meaning of trusting in Him. I do have doubts and fears but I know He takes care of me.

I picked the Red pill

When I went for the comm meeting on Monday, I realise that my mental block during the comm meetings always happen, and it was because the evil one is putting thoughts in my head saying I always cant think of anything. And I'm thankful I overcomed it there and then. yea. I realise most of my life is blinded by thoughts satan puts in me. For example, when I was young I feared talking to people I don't know. Link when ordering food, or inquiring of something. I would stammer and freeze. Up to just now, I realise I had already gotten over it. But just that satan still puts in the thought there that I am still not capable, and than I still get afraid of talking. I overcame it today. I am going to overcome it forever. I realise I must be childlike. Today I saw Ezra. He like had totally no fear, with nothing holding him back. He like lives as though, trusting God totally. That's the way we should be. Thank you jie and crystal for helping me overcome it.

Skate Reading

This morning went for dental. Lucky I didnt have to wait at all this time. yep. Then went to eat breakfast with just my parents. Mom bought me a book. Memoirs of a Geisha. Haha! I sat at BK and read till it was time to meet james and jonk. Went to see skates. too bad the 2nd hand ones were gone. oh well. bored at home now. =P

What a day

This morning went to PS house for meeting. Yep. Settled many Crosslink stuff man. Yea! Later went to eat lunch with the comm and Liwei then went to Raffles City with Crystal and Liwei. After a while I went back to choa chu kang to meet jie. yep. Ezra was so cute when I went back there. He has learnt my trademark smile man. Haha! and he kept doing that to me just now. Haha! Here's my trademark smile. Haha! Too bad I couldn't take a pic of him doing it. =P

Oh well. Later went with jie to town. Suppose to meet Liwei but in the end he didn't come. So we went to eat dinner. And had a long talk also. Good talk. Thanks jie. (:

New Year Wallpapers

I have made 2 more wallpapers. (= I don't even know why I create these. (= I guess it's just me. Anyway, the first one is called Follow You, and the 2nd one is called, Do Not Worry.

Follow You





Do Not Worry

View all my wallpapers at my gallery.

Happy New Year!

Yesterday after Crosslink, we went to jie's house for countdown. Haha! was super fun! =P we watched Super Saturday, The Plunger and last year's countdown. Haha! Yep. We were also filming other stuff. Yea. Did some talking to lucy after the countdown. yea. oh well. Then talked a bit to vicky also. Haha! It was fun! Here are some pics! Ask me If u want all of them! (:

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Crystal! Eat so much! =P





ethel





Saber clash!