You were always there for me..



Thank You

today the parent teacher meeting was sian lor.. hahax! was doing the time slot for the parents to meet the teachers.. yea.. then this parent complain lar.. talk so much cock.. hahax! say wat suppose to be in the earlier batch of parents going to meet.. when she in the first place came late.. sian.. lucky the VP was there.. hahax! help me out.. :) yea.. anywayz.. today CrossLink was good.. :) yep.. we did some of the new songs we are gonna do for FIRE.. yep.. :) the best was still Live For You! hahax! yea.. shifu, u should have been here manz.. ;) yep.. i felt most of the ppl were touched by God.. yea.. first time i see some of the ppl actually smile in God's presence.. :) yep.. anyway.. later went to PS house.. yep.. joshua is sick.. yea.. pray for him.. however ezra was jumping around like dunno wat.. :) yea.. anyway.. just reached home.. gonna sleep now.. ;P got to give someone wake up call tmr.. hahax!



I've made a choice,

To place my faith in Jesus!



I Live my Life For You

tmr gonna help at the parent teacher meeting.. yea.. as dc for something.. yea.. oh well.. i get cip anyway.. :P yea.. tmr playing at CrossLink.. i miss playing for some reason.. :) oh well.. hahax! anywayz.. today gave out The Encounter : FIRE postcards.. i think quite a few will come this time.. :) yep.. tmr is the first FIRE choir prac.. yea.. :)

today went to tighten my braces.. now so pain.. they change to thicker wire... yea.. anyway.. i need to study.. got a few more months left.. yea.. by the start of june i better hardcore.. yea.. oh well.. here's a new wallpaper.. Lamentations 3:22-23

and here's the whole gallery

yea.. do my poll leh on the right leh.. i want know.. :)

I need You, more than anything.. my life i lay down at your feet.. search me, find the places in me which are not in accordance to Your will.. clense me from sin, for i no longer want to be of this world.. i want to live a victorious life in You, with Your promises.. For indeed who can stand against me if You are with me.. Take my life.. Take all of me..

Does anyone even come here? oh well..

today went to east coast park beach with the wees jie and favian.. :P yea.. was fun.. hahax! PS also got some funny joke up his sleeve one.. hahax! yea.. anywayz.. later went to PS house to write song.. yea.. came up with one song.. yep.. for Encounter : FIRE!.. its on 2nd July.. yep.. come to me for more info.. hahax! yea.. :P anyway.. went home with belly and crystal after that.. so funny manz.. crystal kanna suan so badly.. hahax! Begun this suan war has.. :P

yesterday after CrossLink went out for dinner with christine crystal and favian.. yea.. :) was super funny.. talked a lot of crap.. yea.. anywayz.. today didnt got to macrichie with my class.. yea.. went for youth.. yep.. after that played cap ball.. :) mei mei was there.. hehe! yea... was super tiring.. yep.. after that.. send mei mei home the went home.. yea.. tmr going beach! :)

yay! long weekend for me.. hahax! after vesek day the next day no sch.. hahax! some marking day thing.. yea.. hahax! next week only 3 days liaoz.. :P yea.. anywayz.. my previous 2 post were stupid.. yea.. just trashing my feelings.. as crystal said, take a break from emotions.. yea. oh well.. anyway.. here's 2 more wallpapers of mine.. :) i think i will have a whole collection soon..

Jesus Way

Blurred Memory



yep.. those are the 2 new ones.. view my whole gallery here.. rate my wallpapers.. on and overall.. they poll is on the right below my guestbook... and by the way.. if my guessbook is not working tell me..

jie jie, thank you for being in my life. if were not here, i wouldnt be able to do the things i am. even a simple thing like ordering food or asking for chilli sauce.. i hated to talk to ppl i dunno last time.. especially counter ppl.. yea.. i always stammer.. not because im nervous or anything.. its just that way.. yea.. but now.. im not.. u threw me into deep waters to learn.. now im ok with it.. yea.. You taught me how to rely on God, you showed me the meaning of real friendship, you catch me when im falling, and sometimes u even let me fall to learn.. yea... and i can be sure u even did things for my own good that i dont know of.. i just want to thank you..





well at least i have said wat i wanted to now.. yea.. but i dont think you will read it also.. yea.. oh well

im fighting with myself again.. this screws up all my relationships.. it is my own mind.. not anyone.. haiz.. i failed today... i wanted so much to make it special, i wanted so much to make an impact, and yet in the end... i couldnt even do a simple gift.. wats wrong with me.. i had to fail twice.. then even in the letter i gave.. i couldnt even say wat i wanted to say.. i tot she wouldnt really bother.. but when i saw her read, it was different.. see wat i mean... its my mine that makes me think she doesnt care.. but in actual fact.. im wrong.. and im always lost for words when i get a chance to really thank you for being in my life.. haiz.. i dont even know wat to think now.. i cant even trust my thoughts from wondering into stuff that are definately wrong.. i dont want to think.. i dont even know why i try but let me try and form my words one more time..

Happy Birthday jie!

today was super slack.. first had 2 periods of english oral thing.. then 2 period PE.. the English Julia Gabriel again.. then recess.. later physics and maths.. both lau and chan not here.. hahax! so whole day no lesson.. yea.. anywayz.. me wen sean darius xl played tennis in the rain.. hahax! so fun.. yea.. :) wanna see the pics go weiwen blog.. yea.. anywayz.. here's another wallpaper i made.. :)

Isaiah 40:25-26a

formatted my com today.. :) its like brand new.. :P hahax! oh well.. nothing much happen today.. oh well.. hope tang dont screw me on wednesday coz i never hand in one paper.. sian.. yea..

today in church saw mei mei.. hahax! :) yea.. and laysiang taught us on BGR again.. hahax! i can say it was much better than soon boon last time.. yea.. :) anywayz.. after that went for lunch with laysiang paul desmond jiehui and crystal.. yea.. :) yea.. then after that follow crystal "shopping".. yea.. she didnt buy anything.. hahax! yea.. we went to this toy shop even.. had some cool stuff.. yea... :) another week passed.. have you done wat God wants u to do? He has given you The Great Comission..

CrossLink today! :) went well.. i played drums again.. yea.. i missed one roll.. hahax! jie laugh at me lar.. hahax! yea.. almost got it.. :) anywayz.. later went with paul james gerald amos lijun jiehui.. hahax! went to eat then arcade.. yea.. :) the funniest part was daytona.. hahax! me gerald and amos keep banging james.. hahax! in the end he from first come last.. hahax! oh well.. anywayz.. another saturday has passed.. conversation is needed..

today went to sch.. after sch almost see the fight.. hahax! oh well.. shall not say more on that.. later went to susu house.. hahax! played tennis for the longest time ever.. i improved alot manz.. :) russel also.. :) yea.. anywayz.. have some pics.. yea.. :) and i think my wallpapers show the good stuff.. yea.. hope u guys will like it.. :) here they are..

Tennis

Tennis (Greyscale)

finally decided wat im gonna do.. yup.. :) hope it will be good.. :)

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

If u have read one of my previous post abt my 3 dreams.. yea.. i got another one to add to it.. as u know.. the dreams have person W, X, Y, Z.. yea.. the latest dream i cant really remember also.. but i remember that W n X were in it.. and for some strange reason W's hair was blue.. they were playing in a band.. thats all i remember manz.. haiz.. oh well.. hope all these weird dreams stop.. yea.. anywayz.. i decided to change my tagboard for a guestbook.. yea.. :)

today went to sch late coz im allowed to.. hahax! no chinese for me thats y can go late.. and so slack somemore.. after i go late.. then late had another 2 period chinese.. so free period.. hahax! yea.. me and sean went to CLb class and watch movie.. hahax! some chinese show.. yea.. anywayz.. other than that today was boring.. think tmr will be also.. yea..



Be great in act, as you have been in thought

Be one with the drums, worship God with it to the fullest!



Thats what Zec said.. sounds stupid yet cool.. hahax! i like it.. may i play for God.. yep.. anywayz.. was talking to glori.. yea.. she help me realise the difference from being close to someone to be over reliant & close to someone.. yea.. and i realise that is the problem with me.. yea.. have to correct it.. for we need to rely on God and not man.. and we need to surrender to Him.. surrendering is not ez.. takes a lot to do so.. I now choose to surrender to my Lord, be it the outcome, for he is before me to lead me and behind me to encourage me..

today i went to sch.. then realise i could have gone late to sch coz i have excuse from chinese stuff.. yea.. chapel was good today! yea! truth ministry came down.. hahax! good manz.. :) oh well.. anywayz.. found out that the sch lvl 5 lockers got burnt yesterday.. yea..






Burnt Lockers




Totally burnt




This is the ceiling



Haiz.. who would do this to the sch manz.. oh well..



anywayz.. i had 3 dreams.. in 3 days in a row.. the dreams were dreams that made no sense, with 4 people i know and of course me in it.. i shall not name who.. hahax! lets call them W, X, Y & Z.. here goes..



Dream 1

We were in some jungle in SG.. yea.. we were walking with a group.. after a while, W felt tired.. and me and W decided to sit and take a break while the rest carried on..

after a while, i decided to go look for the rest while W waited there.. i went to look for the rest but only found X.. X then told me there was some dangerous animal in the jungle so we went back to see whether W was ok.. on the way back.. a zebra raced passed us.. yea.. when we got back.. we saw W in a lorry with the other ppl.. W was sleeping inside.. and the zebra was standing next to lorry.. The End



Dream 2

Me and Y were being chased by some mafia.. yea.. we ran and ran.. then we met W.. W gave us advice on the mafia coz W had some infomation.. after that.. when we were leaving.. we got caught and brought to his big castle.. then we realise that the mafia was W father.. though the mafia boss seem harmless.. me and Y somehow escaped from the castle.. the mafia people were trying to catch us again.. we ended up in a cave.. where the mafia also met their enemy and thus a fight broke out.. in the choas.. me and Y ran off.. later.. me n Y met W again.. this time.. Y was angry that the mafia boss was W's father.. Y scolded W and went off.. The End



Dream 3

I cant remember dream 3.. but i know it had me, W and Z in it.. yea.. something abt people getting angry and Z throwing a drum stick at someone.. yea..



Anywayz.. these kind of crazy dreams have one thing in common.. they all have W in it.. yea.. when this happens.. i know something not very good may happen between me and W in real life.. yea.. This always happens.. even with other peopl i knew in the pass.. yea.. i just hope it wont be that bad.. yea..

A change is required.. just how? i dunno.. Leave it to God! :D

oh well.. maybe im just at a good time in my life.. yea.. just have to have faith in the Lord and carry on.. yep.. i thank God for the few ppl im close to now.. :)



anyway listen to the piggy song!

Click here to Listen

i think i fail in relationships manz.. everything seems to surface between me and others.. haiz.. well almost everyone.. i feel frustrated when there's no one i can talk to.. i mean talk casually.. no one close.. haiz.. i dunno..



The stupid things i do for nothing..

today played guitar for CrossLink.. i knew it.. my guitar cannot make it again.. oh well.. i'll stick to my drums.. :) hahax! lucky got jie and favian there if not i die.. :P hahax! didnt know some of the chords... :P yea... oh well.. anywayz.. went to PS with jie, favian, gerald, crystal n terrence.. :P yea.. so funny.. keep suaning crystal abt Him.. :p hahax! crystal crystal.. so suay.. hahax! :P remember crystal.. blood is thicker than water.. :P u cant win.. hahax! jkjk.. :P



Surrounded by your glory

What will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you Jesus?

Or in awe of you be still?

Will I stand in your presence?

Or to my knees will I fall?

Will I sing Halelluja?

Will I be able to speak at all?

I can only imagine

I can only imagine

was just reading through the few oldest entries i made on this blog.. the oldest i have here is on 17 Jan 04.. yea.. i had a total wipe b4 for that so cant remember when my blog started.. yea.. anywayz.. i realise that from everything that has gone by.. i can see all the weird mistakes i did.. yea.. and i know that i've learnt from most of them.. yea.. thx chelle for reminding me that wats gone is gone.. embrace the future.. :)

perfect serenity.. its just so peaceful, but lonely.. You could just stand in awe of all that has been created but be alone.. but that wont be in heaven, and we wont feel that way there.. we'll be forever in God's presence.. in eternal worship of the King of All..




A screenshot of my desktop. :)





my wallpapers are still here if u want! :D

Ephesians 4:26,27

Genesis 1:27

Genesis 1:31

Revelations 20:15

There are 2048 x 1536.. so doesnt look that clear when it loads.. but its very clear for 1024 x 768 desktops..

you know.. sometimes i dont know why i bother.. sometimes i feel so frustrated that no matter wat i do.. it some how stays that way.. but i know God must have meant it for u to be there yet not really there always.. i am still learning..

Praise the Lord! :D i got hit by a flying tennis racket today.. thx to weiwen.. throw and throw.. then hit me lar.. should have hit dicky the head.. :P oh well.. went for x-ray... no fracture.. just that my muscle now it damn pain.. cant walk properly.. yea.. oh well.. i got 3 days mc.. hahax! anywayz.. i release one of my own Wallpapers.. here's a preview of one of them..









You can download the rest here!

i got very little bandwidth.. it would be good if someone help me find some webspace.

Today went to Sentosa with favian, jie and serene.. :) hahax! was fun.. even though i had to wait 2 hours at the MRT because favian overslept.. Favian, u know im gonna blog abt this but im not gonna be unhappy abt it.. at least i learnt something from this..

"With Punctuality comes a lot of Patience"

:) yup.. oh well.. God says to forgive also.. :P hahax! anywayz.. went sentosa then went cycling.. :) jie, u are getting better at it.. hahax! next time can chiong ar? hahax! yea.. later went to palawan beach.. yea.. didnt have much time so just went into the water for a while.. but then favian couldnt dry off, u know y.. :P hahax! yep.. Had CrossLink meeting after that.. good an effective! yea.. Encounter : FIRE is coming up good! :D



anyway, i would like to thank You that u push me into deep waters for me to learn.. though it may not seem deep to u.. I've learnt a lot.. I thank God that He has placed u in my life.. Thank You..

I just wish i knew wat to do..





Mountains declare and oceans roar

All of creation stands in awe

Join with them now in one accord

Holy is the Lord



All of the angels stand and sing

The anthem of heaven loudly rings

Hear them proclaim this offering

Holy is the Lord

went to church today.. same same.. nothing new.. yea.. oh well.. tmr going beach! :D hahax! yea.. gonna be fun.. oh well.. nothing much to say..